07/06/2024
I miss my Papacito.
He loved us so so much๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ
One of a kind gental caring peacefill soul.
Who knew 6 years ago he would take his leave of this eart๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ
He was told his stomach had closed. Cancer
Ollie had left was a little bit of time.
He chose no radiation and no chemo.
He said he would be good if he stayed and he would be good if he left.
He knew he was going to place in his mind that was better than this. No fear, no doubt.
All of his life friends, came to say goodbye. They laughed. They giggled and he said well when itโs your time at your time, I guess itโs mine. Very, very strong, courageous man.
He began to get thinner and thinner and weaker and weaker.
His time came very close and he knew it. Everyone surrounded him with lots of love, but I wasnโt there. Somehow someway he called out to me, and I heard him from 20 miles away. I jumped into my car and sped home. I entered the room, I sat right above his head, and he took a deep breath in and a sigh of relief out. He knew I was there.
Everyone left the room, except for Gwen. She stayed to support both of us .
I reposition myself next to him, eye to eye face-to-face he couldnโt see he was resting, he was preparing to leave, but it appears that he would not leave without me.
I had a few minutes left with him and then at 10:11 on July 5, he let out his last breath and gave it to me. ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ I feel honored that my daddy would love me so much and he wouldnโt leave without me. Every breath I breathe is his breath. We are one.
Sad feeling over come me constantly when I think of my papa. I know heโs right where I am, and yet I canโt put my arms around him or kiss him good night.
One day will be united again ๐ฆ
I love you, Papa. I love you.
Rosyposy
Flower of your garden
July 5 2024