12/11/2025
Re-Patterning Into Who We Truly Are
As we move through these final days of the Year of the Snake and into the 12/12 gateway, I can feel the last remnants of old identities, patterns, and beliefs unraveling. This entire year has felt like one long initiation — intense, disorienting, and deeply transformative.
Earlier in the year I experienced an awakening that pulled me fully into the present moment for months. It stripped away old versions of myself tied to survival, abandonment wounds, and the expectations I had carried for so long. And even now, I can feel layers continuing to reorganize — almost like my inner templates are rebuilding themselves in real time.
With the approach of the solstice and the Sagittarius energies rising, especially with my own heavy Sagittarius placements, it feels like everything connected to self is being rewired. The fears, anxieties, and ancestral patterns that surfaced over the last week weren’t here to punish me — they were here to be seen, held, forgiven, and released.
Today I spent hours in a state of deep inner reconstruction — like my body, mind, and spirit were rearranging themselves into a new configuration. It wasn’t comfortable, but it was sacred.
If anyone else is feeling this level of intensity, sensitivity, or inner upheaval — you’re not alone. This is part of the energetic process many of us are moving through right now.
For me, the only thing that helps is doing the next right thing, staying humble, being of service, and taking intentional moments of quiet where I can just listen with no distractions.
We’re shedding. We’re remembering. We’re becoming.