18/12/2024
Or want to "rescue" me. 🤦♀️
I have been pretty vocal about this for years. I don't really believe in competition professionally - those that are meant to work w/me will, those that aren't won't. There are so few people that do anything close to what I do, I will gladly train/mentor so ther are more because the need is ever increasing!
It gets wearisome when people try to step outside of their lane into mine without training or doing their own work first though. 1st because I have concerns with potential harm that can be caused without training and personal practice, 2nd it often gives What people trained & Do Well a bad rep, and 3rd well it's just unethical on a lot of levels.
Personally, anyone who knows me knows I will give folks SO many opportunities - even when they do wrong by me - because we are all human. Even if I walk away or give distance eventually, I am rarely closed to revisiting a relationship with someone who comes with integrity, transparency, and accountability. I don't, however, have the time, energy, or inclination to deal with the unresolved trauma of others when they are unwilling or unable to address it themselves. I will Gladly hold space and someone's hand, though, when they are ready to walk through it.
This is a time of deep reflection and letting go for me. I can no longer hold tightly to people when they're not showing up for themselves, let alone me. Doesn't mean I don't love them or hold them in my heart still, but this life is so short, and I am clear what work I am here to do. It requires me to be inspired, encouraged, supported, and surrounded by people actively seeking spiritual growth as well as service to others and the planet as an extension of that in some way.
I am a survivor at my core - surviving things many can't imagine. I have worked hard to get to a place where I will generally ask for help if I need it, though not comfortably perhaps. I am pretty rigid in my thinking around ethics, integrity, and social justice - have been on some levels since toddlerhood, I'm told. I have better words and boundaries around it now. As I age, I find I am less inclined to mask or tolerate bs in those areas. 🤷♀️🫶
