10/15/2025
🌚 my nights are often filled with interrupted sleep or working on assignments when the kids are sleeping. My days are filled with meetings, research, dr appts, and everything else that comes with motherhood/adulthood.
If I can be real, I really do enjoy my life. Is it hard? HELL YES. I have moments where I am crying wondering why am I doing all of this. Or being soooo overwhelmed I disconnect to have a sense of peace. Or the house looks a mess because I do not have the energy. Or buying precooked rotisserie chickens so I know there is food readily available because I do not have the bandwidth to make dinner tonight or even the next night. But in the grand scheme of things, I would not want to exist any other way.
I am getting to know who I am again after my second kid. I am also enjoying my alone time. My peace and my hobbies. I am enjoying me outside of the hats that I wear on a daily basis.
It’s an honor to walk this path, for real. I might bitch and moan from time to time but I’m locked it.
Night yall 💗✨🪬