02/16/2024
Thank you for loving me always! You are the best Husband in the world for me 🌟 You always hold me like I am the Treasure … in 5 years of our marriage you made me feel Happy for choosing You! Loving you is my gift from God ✨ Bulat - you are my hero, my king, my angel… thank you for being You ❤️
In the spirit of Valentine’s Day I decided to share a real moment of our daily celebration of soulful intimacy in love and true adoration of each other.
Someone, wrote under those pictures: “wow, You have Aged!”
Indeed, I am 55 not 45 anymore, as you see on my photos … I joined FB around 45 and till 50 while I was single and looking I shared my beautiful pictures…after I married a younger man (he was 40 then,10 year difference)
From 50 to 55 I was busy building our Sacred Union and School of Love for women. Life was So Beautiful every day in our magical island of Bali that being active in social media became a challenge… no time.
However, this sincere comment of a man probably my age or younger, not sure if he was Accusing or Celebrating my age… Inspired me to share with you the Story of these Pictures.
Feb 13, I just finished a physical therapy stretching out my injured arm. As I came downstairs- tired and not looking my best …
I saw my beautiful husband patiently waiting for me and drinking tea with my teacher and his wife.
I felt a wave 🌊 of joy … being So loved every day, even when after a scary surgery I felt and looked Awful, Sick, Old, Powerless… at the bottom of my faith How or Why I should even live if my arm doesn’t recover … I put on weight because couldn’t exercise for a while… for 3 month after surgery I couldn’t sleep from pain…
My husband slept with me in the hospital for 3 nights after surgery… I had no access to both arms - he took me to toilet, brushed my teeth, adjusted pillows and spoon fed me for 3 moths until they took the cast off
Bulat Listened to me cry and pray… experienced me going up into Hopeful and down into Hopeless many times a day… for 3 months he could not Live or Enjoy his life, not even for an hour. I consumed him 💯 percent.
My hero Bulat dedicated himself for 24 hours in nurturing me. His wife of 55, scared and injured.
The surgery cost 100 million in Bali as we don’t have insurance. We had very little money left and no energy to work. Saving Yana - was the only project we could handle.
Was I scared 😱 Yes - Was I Inspired 🤩 Yes 🙌
It’s been 7 months since I fell off a scooter and dislocated my elbow… if during the surgery doctor touched the nerve I could have died or become crippled…hospitals in Bali is not America … trusting my life here felt like playing Russian Rulet to me …
🌟🙌 7 month of my most powerful transformation and spiritual awakening… when All my fantasies about God, Love, Right and Wrong etc I had a full System Upgrade… facing Death ☠️ old age and Future …
Selfishness, fantasies, hopes and dreams of a Cinderella and Prince Charming … transformed through Pain and Sincere selfless Love and Devotion into a Mature Love of a King and Queen. God and Goddess. Priest and Priestess in the Temple of Life worshiping true Love in every action…
🧬 Our Sacred Union saved my body and soul… made me Clear, Pure and Authentic about my Life, Beauty, Age, Wealth … mission and purpose
For the next 50 years of our Lives -
from 50 to 100 … a time-space not honored in our society and designed for slow decline and death… a society when we worship Young and Skinny… our Sacred Union gives us InSpiration to Enjoy and co-create our own Paradise on Earth. Define our own Reality through Love.
Now, five years later, after Experiencing my Husbands love, faithfulness, commitment and dedication (in my most “unbeautiful” “old” times) I KNOW for Sure -
Men who are Loved by the Goddess ~
become Gods on earth…
🌟 Transcending selfishness…
These pictures were snapped while we where unaware, simply Living the moment of Seeing each other in Love… and forwarded to us by the couple that lived together for 30 years in love. They are in their 60… helping others to recover and improve their bodies by the system he invented healing himself from severe physical injuries. His wife said to us - “your Love heals and inspires it must be captured and shared…”
🙌 I worship Bulat daily- and he shines his light and love on me when it’s “Sunny” and when it’s a “Stormy pitch black”.
I love you - my Hero, my God, my King - my awesome Husband. I Deserve You. ❤️
I Am Beautiful and Blessed!
I wish everyone to experience a legendary love affair I call a Sacred Union of mind ~ body~ soul within and with a partner! Let us Celebrate Love every Day 🥰
