09/23/2024
Welp this is it really really it my daddy has slipped into a complete non responsive state. Can't talk can't respond can't eat but with eyes wide open and still breathing i do believe he can hear me. Im just rubbing his head,his chest, and hands praying over him, singing the words I LOVE YOU OVER AND OVER AND THANKING HIM Telling him to not worry me and mommy are gonna be just fine and to go to the light with Jesus. I am ever so grateful to have had him as a father. Such a kind gentle loving man. Intelligent, funny, humanitarian stood up for what he believed in taught me to be the same. Life for me overnight is about to change. As my father exists this world I too will make my final exit from people places things that do not align with my values. My heart is heavy but my entire being prepared to walk into my new life as a strong, resilient, smarter, happier more focused woman. And a woman on a mission determined to fullfil God's plan for her helping humanity.Im gonna make my daddy super super proud. Apply every life skill he instilled in me and us this brain he loaded up with knowledge and go forward confidently walking through each door God is opening for me. Honestly am amazed at the variety of opportunities coming to me. A successful happy life is no longer some distant dream, my carriage has arrived and though my daddy may not be here with me physically I do know in full faith he will be right there next to me as I get into that buggy and ride. He will continue to.live on in me ❤️