16/06/2021
sometimes I get on my mat knowing exactly what I need from my practice.
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and then other times I think I know, but what happens is completely different.
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yesterday I left myself some time after my virtual class for some slow, stretchy, restorative postures. what came out instead were powerful, strengthening, threshold-pushing work that left my breath heavy & my muscles happily shaking.
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this pose, urdhva dhanurasana, felt particularly empowering. I’ve come into this pose a handful of times over the last couple years, and this is the closest to my pre-pregnancy body that it has felt.
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holding the pose, adjusting my footing to go deeper, pressing harder to lift higher, feeling out a leg-lift; it felt as exhilarating as it felt exhausting.
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this is not the same body that popped in&out of this pose with ease.
this body grew a new human & then pushed her out of it.
this body has fed & continues to feed & comfort my child.
this body carries, holds, chases, plays with & cares for a very active toddler everyday.
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I don’t always feel comfortable in my body. I do my best- it just doesn’t come easy. moments like this feel amazing. I love this life.
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