14/09/2024
I haven't did a clean in over a year. Maybe longer. I hurt my back and might need surgery to repair the damage but till then I opt out of doing things that consist of bending, pulling and standing for long periods of time. I did try and go back to resident care and that didn't work. Then shortly after being that I had this lump on my breast for over 2 years I finally went after being sick with fevers, night sweats and flu like symptoms I was diagnosed with stage 2 cancer. Now at that time I loss my car, apartment and wasn't working Now I had to face the challenges of being a cancer fighter and trying to get my life back on track all at the same time. I didn't see how it was possible but I'm here to tell you it is. I've lived in survivor mode all my life since I was born. I know if I survived all the things that I went through as a child growing up this wasn't nothing. I just had to get a game plan.. currently in my own place and working on getting a job and getting transportation. My cancer is losing the battle and I owe it all to God who proper name is Allah. I have a mastectomy in November and inshallah (if it's God will) I'll be done with this chapter and waiting on the next.. I just wanted to share a little bit of me in real time. I can't fake and be flaw with my life this bih comes with ups and downs and trials and tribulations. But imma always STAND💪🏾✌🏾🎗️💝🎗️ I have a gofund me account that I stop promoting not that I care about what anyone says but how independent I am and it just made me feel uncomfortable but I do appreciate everyone that has contributed to it. It really helped me.. If anyone wants to contribute they can if not that's fine cause baby ain't no motion like your own. You hear me!!! Happy Saturday to you all and don't forget to pray for yourself and others.. I lost a close friend and his family really need them right now. Prayers up for the Elias family Please continue to strengthen them🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾♥️