09/18/2025
🫀 1 year ago
A year ago I had my 2nd life saving open heart surgery. The surgery went great but after in the ICU was just the beginning of so many complications. Afib starting it, then hemorrhaging once they pulled my femoral line. 2 days later I stood up to walk and my chest tube fell out in the hall way, 3 hrs later it happened again. 2 of my 4 chest tubes pulled out of my chest, then my lung filling up with fluid. A week after being home my incision ruptured- staying open for 6 month, then closing and reopening at 7 mo post op. Countless visits to the wound clinic for 7 months straight 1-2x a week, then getting an infection. Being pulled from cardiac rehab about 10 times. My heart couldn’t handle the exercise and I was never able to go back, it honestly still can’t handle much of any physical activity. The infections around my heart coming back and having to increase my steroids AFTER surgery, and start a new very strong medication called rilonocept- my shot I give myself every week. Then going back into heart failure- congestive/ diastolic heart failure. Having every symptom return, the extreme swelling, shortness of breath, cough, lightheaded, chest pain, etc. Multiple hospitalizations for critical lab levels and a “fatal” heart arrhythmia called torsades. In reference to all of this, I was supposed to be off of 95% of my meds by 3 months post op, I am on more now than ever. I take 3 diuretics every single day, and 4 if it’s getting really bad. I am at the doctor at least once a week for everything going on, I need to go so often because everything is out of whack. I’m getting labs drawn anywhere from 1-4x a week. I try very hard to do physical activity but I either send myself into the scary arrhythmia or my heart is going atleast 180bpm just trying to play some basketball, or walk my dog around the block. This recovery and year has been very hard. I haven’t felt good in such a long time. I go to the doctors for answers and no one knows. The part of my heart they were concerned wasn’t pumping good, is pumping good. There is some reduced function on the right side and the pressure is high in one of my arteries. But nobody seems to know why, or what to do besides start me on a different heart failure medication. I am hoping someone will have an answer or things magically start feeling really good and I can come off some of these meds and try to live a “normal” 23 yo life. I go in next week for a procedure for my heart to have a devide implanted.