14/11/2024
The day before this first picture, I passed out COLD for the first time in my life. I had been lying mostly flat on my back for 3 days straight in the ICU because it was the only position my neck could tolerate
Being a PT, I knew that my ability to discharge was largely dependent on the recommendations of the rehab team, and I was ready to get the hell out. So when they entered my room, in my head, it was “GO” time
It took everything that I had just to sit up, but I was adamant that I’d be fine to stand up and walk, so I pushed through the pain and weakness to try and stand up, which is when I passed out. Thankfully, the rehab team caught me and laid me back down
This story is a good physical representation of what I was going through mentally, spiritually, and emotionally during this time and in the months following this second surgery. I went from feeling like I was in the driver’s seat of my health and my life to feeling totally powerless and out of control
This lead me into a season of darkness like I had never experienced. But during all of it, I felt God with me, and knew that He was going to help pull me out of the “fire”
I also knew that it was going to take a great deal of work from me and my support team, and even though I was ready to put in that work, I didn’t really have clarity about what I had to do, so I prayed constantly. More than anything, I prayed for surrender of the things that I can’t control, which is a tall ask for a type-A control freak
Right on cue, the “Integrated Mindset” program was created by and my life was forever changed. For the first time, I learned how to create space from and fully LET GO of recurring fear-based thought patterns, and cultivate an INTERNAL environment full of much more love, joy, peace, acceptance, freedom and abundance, in turn attracting a whole new world externally
It’s been one of the greatest blessings of my life to take others through this program, and it can completed virtually anywhere in the world…I’ve opened up enrollment for next year, but space is limited. DM me if you want to make 2025 the best year of your life!