Thought by Thought

19/03/2025

A poem for anyone who avoids hellos…. Then begins to allow their tiptoe…. Even though they eventually go… for anyone who put up a wall to just get through it all… for anyone who ran when love came knocking… may we all brave more connecting….
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When they leave the ache ensues…. Oh have I done all that I could do… did they feel my presence my love my care…. Did I listen to their every yearning …and allow them their dream share… in our togetherness did they feel loved? did they feel safe?… will they take my love with them when they go away?… why did I hold back? why did I restrict? why did I go away doing those errands when I could have been more in their midst? do I get too nervous about the inevitable leave that I don’t give more all when they’re in my vacinity ? Will I ever be comfortable with the fact they go?… will goodbye ever feel more natural and less overwhelming so the coming together can flow? thank you for letting me love so deep and true …. Oh that all whom we love could always be together … but may all feel that constant truth: Love has me….Love has you….

08/03/2025

Happy international women’s day… a moment to me that highlights every second of every hour of each and every day… however you define your tender you… May you aspire to never settle and allow no fear haunt or halt you… a keepsake truth that I’ve since a wee one cherished as worth proving true is a favorite i wanna share with you…. “Union of masculine and feminine qualities constitutes completeness.” ~ Mary Baker Eddy …. May you hug this every second of every day… May you expect the qualities you think you lack to show up in every way…May you push yourself to prove you can when you think you cannot… May you keep going when you feel utmost resistance… May you never settle or believe you’re not good enough… May you know you have so many who’ve gone before and those who will come to lean on.. May you see that every step you take to overcome some limit enables someone else around the world to feel empowered and let this inspire you to keep persisting.. so much love wherever this finds you xoxoxoxo huggabuggas, Tre 🌳🍃🌿

17/12/2024

And one day whilst focusing on what had to be addressed,

“Do it later” showed up in a very lengthy text

I’ve just done this and that and that too
Maybe you want to join me now… so many really want you to …

I paused and didn’t reply just yet…
And a few moments later here came another text….

“Come on we have to go get x y x done
You can do whatever you’re doing later when we get back …this will be more fun…”

Another pause and more and more texts
And on and on for an hour or so would come her messages…

And when I didn’t reply to those either, “Do it later” began to call…

And? I let those go to voicemail …

But persistent she was and insistent too and before I knew it
“Do it later” showed up so loudly it felt like she was in the room….

And it was very subtle how her suggestion tempted me at first

And later when it felt like she was there in person, the lure came to respond like how could I say no to that seeming innocence …

But before I did, I went to the kitchen and turned on the fan

And pretended like I wasn’t home and eventually “Do it later “ stopped knocking (on my thought door) and must have left …

And it took me a bit to breathe and regroup
I sat on the floor and hugged my knees to my chest and did what I needed to to calm down and self advocate….

And yet how many times had I gone along, answered the texts, the calls, and even let her into my thought home?

I quietly paused for what seems like forever
And forgave myself for every time I’ve consented to “Do it later” ….

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What are your priorities for your precious you?

Are you avoiding them when “Do it later” comes to distract you too?

You can again and again I promise she’ll return a lot…

But in the meanwhile, avoiding following our hearts’ desires will begin to weigh heavy and the goals that matter most to you may seem impossible to face.

So dear friend reading only you can look at those thoughts

Really be honest with yourself

And when l”Do it later “ comes
Maybe try not to respond
Maybe try to see those suggestions as distractions

Maybe strengthen your resolve to achieve what you set out to do to begin with….

Tender love hugs and knowing you got this…

And if you need a boost, reach out —> text, call, email, or message….

I’ll respond 😉

16/12/2024

And one day whilst focusing on what had to be addressed,

“Do it later” showed up in a very lengthy text

I’ve just done this and that and that too
Maybe you want to join me for this and that… so many really want you to …

I paused and didn’t reply just yet…
And a few moments later here came another text….

“Come on we have to go get x y x done
You can do whatever you’re doing when we get back this will be more fun…”

Another pause and more texts
And on and on for an hour or so the texts would come

And when I didn’t reply to those either “Do it later” began to call…

And then when those went to voicemail for me to listen to

Do it later showed up and knocked on my door and it felt like she was in the room….

And it was very subtle how her suggestion tempted me at first

And later in person how could I say no to that seeming innocence …

But before I answered the door I went to the kitchen and turned on the fan

And pretended like I wasn’t home and eventually do it later stopped knowing and must have left

And it took me a bit to pause and regroup
I sat on the floor and hugged my knees to my chest and prayed and did what I needed to to calm down and self advocate too….

And how many times had I gone along, answered the texts, the calls, and even let her in the room ?

I quietly paused for what seems like forever
And forgave myself for every time I’ve responded to “Do it later” it’s true

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What are your priorities for your precious you

Are you blowing them off and listening to do it later too?

You can again and again I promise she’ll return a lot

But inthe me awhile blowing yourself off will take a toll and the goals that matter most to you won’t get done

So dear friend reading only you can look at those thoughts

Really be honest with yourself

And when do it later comes
Maybe try not to respond

Tender love hugs and knowing you got this

And if you need a boost reach out call email or send a little text.

I’ll respond 😉

15/12/2024

There’s a moment when…. “Someday when” is no longer a friend
And
“Lemme wait and see” is seen to hold no promise for thee
“But I haven’t earned it “ continues to amass a lot of debt
And “when I’m ready” echoes again but agreeing led to much regret….

Notice these seeming friends dear reader— if they’ve tried to be so close….
They are not friends and never were and we can only unfriend them in thought ….

Now clearly I speak in metaphor as these are personas we perhaps have clung to….

But lovey one reading, they do not provide the promised comfort or safety either…. they just push out further all we hear we see and know to do and try to pause all BEING we are meant to ….

Have you heard these excuses and have you clung to them?

Have they seemed wonderful justifications and easier to—than the face the fears down —befriend ?

However you are able to discern these seeming friends but really foes… May their tempting of promised calm
Be seen by your innocent heart and may you have the courage to let them each and all every moment go…

For me they’ve been the tribe that hangs out quite a lot and much…. And yet as the years go by they don’t leave they just seem to have more excuses and such…

They do not provide comfort nor do they offer growth
They very much tempt you to believing you must postpone the being you are ans know.

May you see them as the detours …the distractions… and the roadblocks…

For you are meant to follow your heart and if you are hearing these suggestion too, perhaps they come so loudly because someday when …is now
And because you are and always have been worthy
And because there’s no more to waiting to do
And surely because you are ready….

And may you shift in thought and defend for your beloved you:

You are hearing how to be and always have because this nudge is how Love needs you to express your authentic you.

My heart with yours

And so much love

Tre 🎄

13/11/2024

Oh mighty tree that stands so tall… all aglow in your hues of fall… thank you for your unbreakable stand… you’ve withstood so many storms from winters past… may your strength be a reminder of how strong we each are when true to our individuality as expressions of the One Spirit we live 🩵🩵🩵🩵

17/07/2024

The darkest skies of the east… and a gaze upward while praying for peace the world over… I spy with my little eye a fave constellation I learned of in my astronomy classes and later for that professor t.a.-ing… casseopeai in all her wonder and majesty was just above in clear view for me to behold and see … otherwise known as the sideways W which I’ve often called her… a beloved constellation that like Big Dipper and Orion I seem to always be able to locate in all its wonder and whee :)

and I was gently reminded today of a favorite hashtag I used to use and all that I penned with it is still so preciously true…

womanhood to me is deeper and broader than a gender label …

it’s an expression of wholeness completeness and especially RIGHT NOW ABLE!!!

Able to be and do all you so yearn to…
able to see all we each are meant to and that way of loving and living actually BE….
We are not meant to loathe other
we are innately created to love…
there’s no opposition in the seeking to behold the brotherhood of man quality of thought …
I was always criticized for being sideways or inexperienced …
especially as a young girl when I was horribly bullied bc of being chubby and different …
the wiser ones would look past the surface of pounds and realize there was a little one struggling to make sense of a lot that felt hard (parents divorce/moving/so much changing when so little)
and ever since then I’ve sought to dig deeper with each one…
NO ONE is their just their surface appearance— ange job title portfolio worth- ever …
they are their precious thought with infinite capacities to do and be good even if they haven’t yet to that estimation measured …
And some thoughts need to be let go and many a fear too… but oh for the hope that now more than ever we can all shed the belief there’s an enemy person or party we are all vulnerable to…
Be alert to what’s yours to do.. turn off the news for a day… oh we are bigger than reacting to headlines … we are THINKHERS who need to live and have their say.
Are you scared?
Are you nervous?
Well there’s your work for the now…
and if you need a thought boost I’m always here to help you sort thoughts out.
Commit to figure out what you believe is true power…
Commit yourself to defend being love more than you let attention be duped…
little ones among us deserve to be raised to have enduring inspired hope.

So much love wherever this finds you.

24/06/2024

https://youtu.be/tKSRUjwMLxk?si=VHYF_SaNB0yrbTk0

Some lyrics just say what’s what you pray about 24/7…
But deeper still are his questions…

Some of us think we have have answers

Some of us are still searching

May we each keep searching

Last I checked everyone everywhere has this one desire in common
And there’s so much more that unites us than divides us…

Give a listen…
It’s been out a little while so you may know it already

But more than listen… May you be searching and finding ways that you know you are loved

We each are so very xoxoxo

My heart with yours, Tre

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17/04/2024

https://youtu.be/iQDheIy0AS8?si=bP0hBlQAZq7QUVp4

Once in a lifetime ….

Don’t miss it…. But what of the millions of loved ones who couldn’t see it?
Are they neglected for a single moment
Is Love’s reach only for a certain few chosen?

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And what of the wonder if one actually saw it
Oh the unspeakable view of the moon’s graceful flowing onward…

Is that the evidence of the law of harmony we can trust and know?

Can we go deeper still to that which is unseen and yet simply —the law of harmony is always operating— know ?
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And what of the second guessing and doubts that arose and almost halted me?

If I had planned better would i have been able to 4 minutes witness and see?

All of this and more I share in this video poem outpouring…

And yet I am soooo still trying to find the words for what shifted for me that brilliant April 8 2024 when I witnessed the moon over the sun pass…..

Did you see it? Did you not?
Please regardless never ever from good and Love feel left out

Love to you from my heart with yours….

Oh for the stargazer in me that is being reborn… but oh for the steady one working on for the things which are not seen but which we know are real….

May you never feel alone or neglected and may your now and always be soooo full of love and free in thought where is the real deal…

Big warm hugs from a warming up and budding spring.….

“…faith is the substance of things hoped for… the evidence of things unseen.” ~

We are all so very loved and that’s forever not just once in a lifetime…There is a law of harmony governing…. Always… and we can feel it and know it in still...

21/02/2024

In the ache of emptiness
There is Love as gentle presence
And in a moment thought can shift from feeling loss to embracing everness.

05/01/2024

http://thoughtbythought.net/what-is-ever-really-and-truly-going-on/

Am inspired poem and a gift of thoughts for you… happy now all GOOD! So much love, Tre ~

I yearn to be so respectful of the moment that I do not let my thought be wasted one second. Of course I fail often….and yet that is my life practice… to have so aligned with what is the Christ essence. When I catch myself dwelling upon that which may startle me or prove so

28/11/2023

Dear reader friend …
A from my heart with yours… from the depths of my core I know this is true: the who we each innately are is not ever judged condemned or a mistake … the who we each are is a spiritual fact through and through…a non negotiable identity with purpose and precious existence … hence always just and vital and necessary … so if we know this or strive to… so then makes the mental much all that more temporary…. Imagine if everyone always especially ourselves treated us like the infant who one was….imagine if we treated each other that way… whew Billy would the walls of resentment or position fall down in all ways. My hope…. And my faith…. Expect this…. For us all. Big love on this freezing night already dark! 🥺🙃🤗 Luv, Tre