Defining My Grace

09/29/2025

Ah yes, the thrill of retail—where asking for an email (as required by company policy) is apparently a personal attack. My bad for daring to do my job!

09/21/2025

New vlog time!!!

Come along with me as I do some budget shopping at Walmart, do some meal prepping, and go to work. Ven...

09/19/2025

Funny little story here at work. I ended up assisting a husband and wife as they shopped around the store. I actually had to do a double take. The wife looked exactly like Meghan Markle but only prettier! I mentioned to the wife how she looked like Meghan and she said she gets all the time and takes it as compliment. I did tell her was pretty. That’s a first for me. 😂

09/16/2025

New vlog is out!!!

Come along with me as I head in to work, go grocery shopping and taking my mom to her doctor's appointment ...

09/13/2025

Perfect day

09/12/2025

Come along with me as I get called into work, go to therapy, talk about my anxiety, and taking my mom to her doctor's v...

09/11/2025

24 years later. Never forget.

#911

09/11/2025

I’m so disgusted by what our nation, our world has come to. Acts of violence is never the solution. It’s ok to disagree with someone. Do I agree with Charlie Kirk’s standpoints, no, I don’t. At the end of the day, he’s a human who lost his life due to an act of violence. Just like the loss of lives in today’s school shooting. Violence is NOT the answer. Just like the Ukrainian woman who was senselessly killed while riding a train.

When can we just be human beings without hurting each other in some way? Why can we agree to disagree?

I’m so disgusted.

09/10/2025

New blog post!

Falling to my knees. Tears streaming down my face. My heart twists in heartache. The pain overwhelms me. I am broken. Broken beyond words....

09/10/2025

I wrote a new blog on my blogspot. Please give it a read!

I knew him. The real him. The one who wanted to please everyone. The one who wanted to be accepted as who he really is. The one who was ins...

09/09/2025

I knew him.
I knew the real him.
The one who wanted to please everyone.
The one who wanted to be accepted as who he really is.
The one who was insecure about himself.
The one who was hurt when anyone was upset with him.
The one who wanted to be loved.
The one who had to live up to his expectations.
The one who rarely shown who he really was to others.
The one who craved validation.
The one who was always anxious.

But I knew him.
I knew the real him.
The one who was easily angered.
The one who was easily jealous.
The one who wanted a form of control since things felt out of control.
The one who strongly believed in his faith but battled terrible demons.
The one who didn’t like my own friends.
The one who was super jealous of my once good friend.
The one who was a narcissist.
The one who was a total do*****ag.

But I knew him.
And I loved him once.

Words and photos are owned by me, Grace Medeiros.