08/16/2022
When I noticed a tiny 'spot' on my finger in 2016, I knew it was .
I was terrified of what the future held as someone with a . I had no idea how my skin would transform over the years. Would it remain isolated to my hands or spread? What will people think of me? Fear of the unknown consumed me.
Three years had passed before I began opening up about my condition. Then, with the help of my husband, kids, support groups, and counsel, I stopped wearing makeup and tanning lotions to conceal my spots, which was a huge step. Several months later, I began disclosing my challenges to a friend or two, then to my church family.
I undertook bold moves, but I wasn't entirely confident in public. I felt shame, and as the spots grew, so did my insecurities. I thought people would cringe when they noticed my uneven complexion. Despite all my training, expertise, and passion, I also thought there was no way I could run a wellness and nutrition business looking how I did. I continued to hide and kept my feelings locked away. And as a result, I was crumbling emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. I felt like a fraud, an imposter.
It's been a difficult journey toward acceptance and confidence, but I'm thankfully no longer believing the lies. Instead, the Lord has used this to transform me, which is a gift. His kindness, love, and mercy are also in full view, and I am fortunate to have the support of incredibly loving people and clients who have entrusted me with their care.
I also want to thank some women I've admired from afar. Thanks to for speaking to me three years ago and sharing your journey and to for hosting events that bring vitiligans together.
I don't know what the future holds, but I am believing that there is purpose in everything! So if this resonates, please share your story and join me on a journey toward holistic health, redefining beauty, and gaining peace and contentment no matter what life throws you.