04/13/2021
It’s a heavy burden to have your every moment shattered by this kind of news. It’s hard to lift your dignified head and smile. Comfort evaporates in the pools of pain this opens up EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. Progress slides away like a faulty glitchy shadow replaced with a warning to not destroy property. Property? What about life? But, this is how this system works, isn’t it? Let people have just an ounce of hope, of celebration, a step toward healing, the whisper of accountability, and then show them REPEATEDLY that it can all be taken away. This is personal. It is intentional. It is deeply disturbing. Lives like this young man are snatched away, ripping families apart, leaving carnage in its wake as a reminder. These murders are the surrogates of confederate statues being ripped down. They were reminders. Every black person in this country lives with this as a cancerous growth on our spirits. “You can’t be happy unless, I say you can be happy. You can’t get ahead, unless I say you can get ahead. You can’t live unless I say you can live.” All the outrage in the world doesn’t stop it. All the tears in the oceans doesn’t stop it. All the marching, video recording, body cams, going live, following the rules of the “the talk”... none of it stops it. You know why, accountability. Why would anyone stop doing something just because (chuckles in sarcasm) it’s the right thing to do??? No, these armed, trained, uniformed, protected murderers get away with this because time and time again NO ONE IS HELD ACCOUNTABLE. It doesn’t matter that in the same city, within blocks, a trial is under way for THE EXACT SAME THING. The cowardly cop KIM POTTER, ignoring all indicators to read the room, read the country, read ANYTHING, chose violence. And the cops in Virginia dishonoring the Army Memeber. So.... support the troops, huh. Blue lives matter, huh? Even the life of the black officer who was beaten by his own police force peers??? No. This is not an affirmative ALL LIVES MATTER that they try to make it seem - this is very clearly a reactive regressive BLACK LIVES don’t MATTER - even if you’re in the military or the police. Don’t be confused.