02/20/2025
Trigger Warning: Sexual Assault
We fell asleep on the couch last night with Beverly Hills 90210 playing. I was out cold when, all of a sudden, I heard the words, “How do I tell them I was r**ed?”
Those words woke me up—dead out of sleep. I went to bed but couldn’t stop thinking about my own gang r**e experience at 18. I honestly can’t remember who I told back then, other than my younger sister and some friends.
This topic makes many people uncomfortable, but it’s all too common. We can’t stay silent. Those of us who have been there need to let others know healing is possible. You can be okay. You can choose to heal and rise above rather than staying in the energy of victimhood.
Our minds are powerful. We can allow unruly thoughts to steal our peace, or we can quiet them and focus on God or gratitude.
I always knew I had Guardian Angels. Even though I was drugged, gang r**ed, and robbed that night, I was eventually able to get up after the drugs wore off. They were passed out around me. I could only find one boot and had to wake one of the guys downstairs to let me out of the dead-bolted door. Thankfully, he did. It could have been soul much worse.
Years later, when I learned who I was as a Soul and understood my intuition, I recognized the power of gut feelings—that inner knowing. Every choice that went terribly wrong in my life began with a gut feeling I ignored.
That gut feeling is a warning from your internal guidance and Angels. The most important thing you can do is trust it. PLEASE trust it.
Every moment in life is a teaching moment. Last night reminded me that I still have healing to do around that time in my life. I am soul grateful for my healing journey and spiritual toolbox—my armor—that helps me navigate life with love, joy, peace, and contentment, no matter what is going on around me.