15/10/2025
32 years today đ¤ Five years ago today I had my second miscarriage and I was 22 when I became a mom for the first time.
Iâm nearing the end of my 6th pregnancy and the truth is, over the last 10 years, each one has profoundly transformed me.
At the beginning of this pregnancy, I noticed a hard resistance to the changes this process would inevitably bring me and I had to work to open myself up to it.
These last few weeks of pregnancy have been especially difficult mentally and I have wished that I could fast forward through the tenderness this stage includes.
Yet, I know that God has been an ever present author, comfort, and creator in what is happening here. I know that not only has He woven together a beautiful child that weâll meet soon, but that He has also been rewiring me.
Undoing lies Iâve believed, softening stubborn places, and gently leading a deeper surrender to His work in my life. Just like this baby, new parts of me will be birthed soon.
As He always is in each of you, Heâs doing a new thing in me, and Iâm excited to see what this next year brings.