03/07/2022
⛓ F E A R ⛓
when I worked in marketing, I feared I didn’t have colourful enough personality to make it in that world
when I was a graphic designer, I feared I wasn’t talented enough to go far
when I was as a web designer, I feared I could no longer be creative
when I became a mom, I feared Iosing myself and my freedom
when I was struggling with an eating disorder, I feared gaining weight
when I met my love, I feared I didn’t know how to be in a relationship
when I decided I was done with jobs in the concrete jungle, and started my own business, I feared I wouldn’t know how to
when I wanted to train to become a yoga teacher, I feared public speaking
and when I was already teaching yoga, the practice of stillness, I feared I was too hectic
when I went down the plant medicine path and started educating people on responsible use of psychedelic for processing trauma and aiding self discovery, I feared people would judge me
when I started dreaming up my retreats to guide people as they guide themselves, I feared nobody would book
when bookings started coming it, I fear that they might not like it
the voice of fear never stops.
and it’s a very convincing one.
fear speaks to us in ways that speak to us.
fear and excitement feel so similar to me.
both make my stomach turn.
fear keeps me where I am
excitement opens a new door
I still hear both.
I honour both.
I met both.
they are both my teachers.
retreat with me into the rainforest to get to know your fear, see beyond your own resistance, and know when to say yes anyway
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