23/04/2022
Let's begin with saying I'm not a writer, never have been, never wanted to be. I had what you would call, permanent writers block.
After suffering yet another psychotic break 5 days ago, something in me pulled out a laptop I haven't touched in 2 years, a laptop I was sure was broken. Words just started appearing on my screen, and they aren't stopping.
So I'm going to try to share my thoughts and life, hoping that if it reaches even one person, gets one person to reach out for help, I will have surpassed my goal.
So this is how the story of My Unguided Attempt To Escape Chaos begins...
https://crazymamallama.wixsite.com/my-attempt-to-organi/post/the-loss-of-hope-that-created-a-blog
Hello darkness my old friend, it's almost poetic that those were the words flowing from my car stereo as I opened this laptop. I’m not sure where to start or what this will blossom into, if anything. If you are able to follow along in any way, you are either a psychiatrist with an in-depth underst...