
05/09/2025
đşInner Howl
With the Queen of Cups showing up to congratulate us this week (instead of pushing us to deep dive), I couldnât help but peek at the skies. Saturn just retrograded back into Pisces (my fellow Saturn-in-Pisces babes â hello, lessons!) and on the 7th weâve got a Pisces Full Moon Lunar Eclipse. Big, destined energy, tailored uniquely to each of us.
At a collective level, this eclipse asks us to release the grip of control â to stop over-perfecting and over-excavating every little detail. Not every transformation has to be pried open. Sometimes itâs about loosening, about trusting the tides. Because yes â leaving behind the familiar can feel scary. A box can feel safe to a stray dog, and a house overwhelming⌠but the house holds care, warmth, and stability. Pisces whispers: dream anyway. You are worthy of those dreams, even if youâre not there yet.
So, I worked with this spread to reflect on Saturnâs retrograde return + eclipse waters:
1. What is this retrograde return teaching me?
đ 6 of Wands
To believe in myself and my worth. To honor my magic, my creativity, my passions â enough to let them carry me somewhere. To allow myself to be seen, to be recognized. Fearlessly.
2. Something to carry forward
đ§ Page of Cups Rx
To guard my energy with care. To give my own intuition and voice the same respect I give others. Not every shiny new thing deserves my âyes.â I can pause, reevaluate, and hold my standards. Emotional discernment is key â to protect the artist, the dreamer, and the child within me.
3. Something to leave behind
đĽ Knight of Wands Rx
The urge to leap recklessly into every spark. True passion, true joy, true connection will still be there after Iâve slowed down, checked in, and said a wholehearted yes. Saturn reminds me: fire sustains better when tended, not torched.
Lanternâs Shadow (what to look out for)
đ King of Wands
When I shine, others may try to control, consume, or dim my light. Old habits might resurface. The test is not to get swayed by shiny objects or tangled in power dynamics. On the flip side, donât get too inflated â someone elseâs light doesnât diminish mine. We can stand bright together.