BPD, PTSD, bipolar 2, MS and me

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BPD, PTSD, bipolar 2, MS and me This page is basically about the ramblings of my life with the 4 illnesses in the name.

23/05/2024

I haven’t posted on this account for ages, simply because, I’ve had nothing to post. My life is still the same s**t show it’s been for years.

09/02/2024

Yesterday I saw my neurologist who I haven’t seen since July/ August, he wants another MRI of my brain and spine. I just wanna catch a break. Sick to the back teeth of not being able to do anything.

16/01/2024

Hey. How are we all? Christmas and New Year good?? I had an amazing Christmas and New year. Last Tuesday I was going to pick my mates kids up from school, collapsed, and broke my shoulder in 2 places. I had help for the rest of last week, but Lee went back to work on Monday, leaving me to do everything here. I’m in agony and feel so unloved.

28/09/2023

Haven’t posted for a while- I’m sorry.

I’ve had a good few weeks. Although 6ish weeks ago, I did self harm. Nothing major, a deep laceration to my arm, which needed gluing and stitching. Anyway, that’s healing well.

Lee, who is my absolute knight in shining armor, is an absolute saint. He supports me through everything, when I do silly things, he just calms me down, and talks about whatever it was that’s triggered me.

Last Saturday was Lees daughter’s 16th birthday party, which was at some trampoline thing. It was busy, and I did freak a bit, but managed to stay, and see it through, again, Lee was so supportive.

I’m desperately trying to get through to the mental health team, but they just say “oh, your CPN is on annual leave, and there isn’t anyone else available”.

I’ve changed the bedroom around this morning, done 2 loads of washing, and put tea in slow cooker.

12/09/2023

How are we all doing?? Soooo, this lumber puncture I’ve been waiting for is happening on…….. TUESDAY!!! I’m extremely anxious.

22/08/2023

Not a biggy, but I’m 5 and a half months SH free. After SH’ing every month/day for past 6 years, I’m proud of myself.

Lee finally met my auntie Tricia last week. She definitely approved of him, and told me to never, ever hurt him.
13/08/2023

Lee finally met my auntie Tricia last week. She definitely approved of him, and told me to never, ever hurt him.

Wear your smile with pride 🩵🫶
09/08/2023

Wear your smile with pride 🩵🫶

06/08/2023

How is everyone? Sorry I haven’t posted for a while. I’ve had a busy few weeks. Still waiting for my lumbar puncture, which I’m told there is a backlog for, so I’ll probably still be waiting at Christmas 🤷‍♀️. I now have a wheeled walker, thanks to my LeeLee. Lee has also got me a new fridge, which means I can now do a full shop, and not a weekly shop.

Whoever invented this needs slapping. Nearly dropped my brew cos it made my hands so silky 🤣🤣🤣
25/07/2023

Whoever invented this needs slapping. Nearly dropped my brew cos it made my hands so silky 🤣🤣🤣

19/07/2023

Yesterday was an amazing day. I changed the bedroom around, changed the bed, went to the shop, did the hoovering, did the laundry and cooked tea. Today, I have had a shower, made the bed, done the ironing, and now I am absolutely exhausted. My hips feel like they’re going to snap.

Yesterday was a good day. I managed to do quite a lot. Today, I’m really struggling to do anything really. Went to Lees,...
13/07/2023

Yesterday was a good day. I managed to do quite a lot. Today, I’m really struggling to do anything really. Went to Lees, and now I’m back and in absolute agony!!! Opened my post today, and there was a letter saying I’m waiting for an LP, to confirm any other possible disease 😩😩

10/07/2023

How is everyone?? Today, I had an appointment back at the “Eye Clinic”, at hospital. Me, being me, went thinking oh it’s just a normal appointment. Naaaaah, I saw 1 of the top ophthalmologist, who gave me the news I wasn’t hoping for. Basically my left eye is going the same as my right, I still can’t see out my right eye. But, I might get a guide dog….. Every cloud and all that.

08/07/2023

I had an MRI last month. I was hoping for better news, I have another huge lesion on my brain. The smaller 1’s have shrunk but this big 1 is taking over those smaller 1’s. It never rains but it pours in my world. I’m at hospital next week to see the eye specialist, hoping for some more answers, and to know if I will ever get the sight back in said eye!!!

22/06/2023

My name is Laura. I am 34 years old and I live with a few illnesses.

When I was 11 years old, my darling mummy was hit by a car and killed in front of me, whilst I rode my pony.

From then on, my life has been a basic s**t show. I have since been diagnosed with PTSD, BPD(borderline personality disorder) also more newly known as EUPD, bipolar 2 and in April 2023, I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis.

I am NOT a medical professional, but I can offer advice on services etc.

22/06/2023

Feel so let down by the system. The only way I see out of this rut in now in….. ⚰️

21/06/2023

I’ve had to set up a new MH page, due to my old fb getting hacked, causing me to loose EVERYTHING!!! I hope to see many old faces.

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