Wolfe Healings

11/04/2026

Anyone relate?

There are days when I honestly wonder if I'm making any progress at all. But I need only look at who I was 5 years ago to see the changes.

I spent these past 5 years unlearning a lot of stuff that I had not only believed true, but had internalized until it became part of my DNA, part of the fabric that makes me me.

These knots are hard to unravel, and usually painful, but these keystones hold up walls that were once absolutely necessary - it's why they were erected in the first place - but they've long since lost that usefulness and have become barriers to the future I'm trying to reach.

The problem is, I start to knock the walls down and a part of me tries desperately to keep them standing. I end up taking one step forward, then a fair few more than the proverbial "two steps back."

And then beat myself up for it.

Anyone relate?

It's part of the process. You're working through the dark side of your own mind, where painful events, people, emotions, and everything that has ever hurt you is waiting to haul you back in.

It's a brutal journey of days on top of the world followed by falls that feel like they go on for lifetimes.

Let's be honest here - it's not for the feint of heart. Most people do not have what it takes to do what we do. So be proud of the steps you've taken, regardless of how many were backwards.

Those just mean that particular lesson had something left to teach you. I'd tell you not to beat yourself up over it, but if you're like me, you're still going to. It's ok. Just remember to forgive yourself.

Because if you're walking this journey, if you spend lifetimes falling, just for that one day on top of the world, if you honestly wonder if you're making any progress at all...

You are.

Keep going. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. Keep braving those days when just getting out of bed is a task you're not sure you're up to.

Because every step you take, whether it's the one forward or the many backwards, is a step towards the future you're trying to reach.

You've got this. And we've got each other.

Much love.

06/04/2026

Did a meditation on 444 this morning. Have seen 444 twice today. Love my Guides.

04/04/2026

The answer is very simple because,
It's about Love, and always was.

I've probably alluded to this in the past, but it's something that has occupied a fair percentage of my thoughts lately, so I thought I would explore it and see where it leads.

With all the crazy stuff going on in the world it can be easy to get lost in the confusion, especially if you're a strong empath, which I'm sure most, if not all, of you are. We don't need the details. We tap into the energy (not always by choice) and get all the details most people are totally oblivious to.

It's why I don't watch the news.

But amidst all the wars, all the suppression, all the worry and fear about what's to come, there is an interesting truth that comes into play:

When you put in order, chaos flies off.

Let's cut to the chase: when you start to instill accountability into governments and so-called "elite" billionaires around the world, well there's a heck of a pile of chaos involved that hasn't seen the light of day in at least an Ever, if not an And Ever as well.

And we're the ones holding the spotlights.

The powers-that-soon-won't-be have been dancing a merry jig for 55 years, and they've danced themselves into a corner they can no longer lie their way out of.

They're running out of excuses. And people are starting to notice. And when the excuses are gone and the questions remained unanswered, a lot of skeletons are going to come out of a lot of closets.

The biggest hurdle we have is the "devotion" of people to the government, caused entirely by conditioning that the government is the authority, that they are the power, that we must do as they tell us.

But that's entirely backwards.

And when enough people figure that out, the balance will shift. And that's when things are going to get ... interesting. That's when we learn - no, not learn... "remember" is a better word - remember what Community really means.

But here's the cool part: there's only so much chaos, and when it's gone, it's gone.

In this case, we just have the energy of the whole planet to raise, an entire misinformed and misled species to wake, get their coffee, and figure out what's really going on, and then 5-and-a-half decades of conditioning to rewire. In that order.

Oooooh, "in that order" goose bumps. We're onto something here.

The order is important, and it's why we're making progress right now without most people even knowing it.

We can't beat the governments in the courts - they own the judges. We can't beat them by completely disobeying - they own the police. We can't beat them with violence - that's exACTly what they want.

But we have something they do not: Love.

Love is the building block of the entire Universe. It is, quite literally, what

E V E R Y T H I N G

is constructed from.

This is because it's the smallest particle in the Universe, and thus able to permeate all other constructs in the Universe.

In other words, it can get into every nook and cranny, no matter how small, no matter how hidden, no matter the pitch of black.

A physics lesson for you:

Introducing enough of one energy into another will convert the second energy to the first.

Thus, introducing enough Love into the world will convert all lower energies - hate, anger, grief, fear, envy, etc - into Love.

(read those last two sentences again)

So all we need to do is keep Love in our hearts, keep sending it out to the world, and keep focusing on the future we want to live in.

This doesn't mean turning into a granola-powered zen specialist. It doesn't mean ignoring everything and pretending there are no problems. It doesn't mean hiding from the world and shying away from anything unpleasant.

It means, amidst all the wars, all the suppression, all the worry and fear about what's to come, remember that everything happens for a reason, everything works out in the end, and Love always wins the day.

Hold the vision of the future you want in your heart. Focus on what brings you joy. Live life on your terms.

Because that future is coming. It's being constructed from the Love you send out every day.

29/03/2026

I read a quote recently that hit home. "The more you surrender, the more you receive."

I have a tendency to want to control my life, as most people do. However, I know better. Every time I've stopped trying to steer my life in a particular direction, things work out. It's freaky, in some cases.

Broken down in Moosemin, Saskatchewan. Blown carburetor. Side of the highway at the end of a dirt road. Me and my fiancee.

Pretty grim situation.

Along comes a traveling mechanic. Knows the guy at the other end of the dirt road. Dude is selling a carburetor that will fit my car. An hour later we're back on the road.

And it turned out the mechanic's wife was in the hospital giving birth to their first child.

Angels walk amongst us. 🙏💜

Now, in this case, I had no choice but to surrender. I had zero control and gave up. Cell phones didn't exist, we were officially fooked.

But it taught me that things work out, and miracles do happen.

I have other tales. So-called "coincidence" where I've had very little choice but to go with the flow, and the current took me right where I needed to go.

My Mom taught me, "Everything works out in the end." I was 4. We were in the kitchen. It was a late Spring day. The afternoon sun was coming through the window.

Looking at it now, it feels like one of those moments when my Guides grabbed me by the ears and went, "Listen! This is important!"

I've hung onto that ever since. It's been a touchstone of hope and faith. It's lit the way through some very dark places.

2015. February. My Dad dies. March. Laid off. Get some money from Dad's insurance. Got lots of time. Always wanted a Sound Engineer Certificate.

Did a program in Sound Engineering. Met Terry Mosher. Great friend. Helped me with work when I ran out of EI.

2016. Get a job for 6 months. Laid off again. Actors needed for an upcoming musical comedy show. I remember telling Terry that I played a bunch of instruments, I could sing a bit, but my range was only an octave and a quarter.

His response? "Bing Crosby's vocal range was only an octave and a quarter."

There went my excuse. I auditioned. Worst case, I could say I auditioned for a part in a dinner theatre.

Got the part.

Didn't get into the next show.

But the theatre Sound Tech was leaving and they had a vacancy. Remember that Audio Engineering Certificate I got?

Everything works out in the end.

That series of events changed how I view life. I had placed the Universe at the helm and said, "You steer, I'll row." And we sailed into calm beautiful waters.

I once did a 21 day meditation challenge where I did the same meditation every day for three weeks. A "Surrender Meditation" from Jason Stevenson. 21 days, every day, cuts deep. I highly recommend it.

Because when you finally realize the Universe has a wonderful plan for you, you'll stop fighting it and just go with the flow.

I'm still working on this myself, so don't worry if it's something you haven't mastered yet. It's definitely a work in progress.

Just keep doing the work. But don't worry about steering. The Universe has a great map.

28/03/2026

I have an interesting relationship with Death. Now how's that for a post opener?

Now that I have your attention... 😉

But seriously, I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was a child. And it has taken me down some very dark roads. And once in a while I get a visit from an old old friend, the kind of friend you normally only see once per lifetime.

I guess I'm lucky?

He's dropped by a few times now. We sit and chat. Sometimes in a kitchen, watching the stove clock count the hours, unnoticed in the dark recesses of my mind. Sometimes in a dining room, pondering the contents of the cupboards, wondering how long it will continue, how long until the pain ends, will it?

But no matter the depth of pit, no matter the pitch of black, he's never asked me to leave with him, and I've never volunteered. We just chat. About life. And... stuff.

And over the years I've grown to understand, these are tests. "The Universe will never give you more than you can handle." This is one of those truths you can really lean on - and I choose those words very intentionally.

But in some cases, it needs to find the limit.

These are the times when you're down, just figuring out how to pick up your pieces, and you get slammed with something else, pushing you farther down into the mud, the misery, the darkness.

And sometimes, when you're really lucky, your Guides drop a third bomb on you. I tell you this: s**t gets real dark, time slows to a crawl, and you're looking up at the surface, wondering if you've got enough to get back before that darkness finally engulfs you.

That's when you know you're about to level up. And generally, that's when my old friend drops by.

I could probably write a book. "To Death's Door. And Back." Maybe I will.

But for now, I'll share this with you: The darkness you fear IS your path, for you must traverse the dark to reach the Light.

The only thing you have to fear is fear itself.

No, that's not cliche. Really think about the "fears" that your mind throws at you. If you're like me, they're nothing, normal daily things turned into scary events, things to worry about.

Fear given form.

Your mind needs to rationalize what you feel, and it will present you with something "real" in your life in order to make sense of it. This is your mind creating something to fear when it is given nothing but the feeling of fear.

Fear of fear itself.

Sit with it. Feel it. Feel into it. Have a good heart to heart with it. Learn its name, its story, its origins.

And then part ways with it.

Shake hands, offer thanks and gratitude, and then, with love, let it go.

It's not easy. I know that. But once you've really understood something your mind presents to you, it loses its power.

And the beauty is, every little bit you confront brings that much power back to you.

Every time you sit through the pain, you get stronger. Oh, I know, it doesn't feel like it at the time, but trust me on this one.

Every tear you cry is a step up that mountain.

Every scream through the windshield or into that pillow is a barrier crumbling.

It sucks. Really sucks. But as Hagrid so eloquently stated, "Better out than in."

You got this.

And I got you.

Stay the path. Eyes on the prize. The future is yours to create.

Namaste, my friends. Love and Light.

14/03/2026

I have a weird relationship with people as a whole. I learned as a child that they were to be avoided because they are mean and mean people suck. I mean, picture this: 1975. I've got a buzz cut and thick black framed glasses.

Yeah. I had a target painted on my back.

But this is where it gets complicated.

Running parallel to this is the need to please said mean people in order for them to like me. Because they obviously didn't like me - they're mean to me. But if I do things to help them, they like me. Or so I thought.

Fast forward 46 years and I start to understand how messed up that is, and I start putting in boundaries.

People leave my life when they realize I'm not their b... er, servant. Ok, bye. In the past few years I've lost friends, family, and soul mates. Every one of them has been replaced by someone who doesn't expect anything from me except me.

In the last 5 years I've taken back control of my life in so many ways, but there was still something not quite right, and I hadn't been able to put my finger on it.

I've been working with a homeopath, Lorraine Robertson, for a few years now. Homeopathic remedies are usually subtle, sometimes to the extreme. But sometimes I get one that has immediate effect.

I recently had one that made me feel like I was important, that my time was valuable, and to stop bending over backwards for people.

I started to put me first, where before I would ignore my needs for the needs of others.

But then something strange happened. I started to wonder about the vision I had about myself, this "healed version of me" that I sought to attain.

I wondered why I tried so hard to change me, to "fix" me, to turn me into something I thought was right.

What was wrong with the me that I am? Do I really need to change to be "healed"?

There are certainly parts of me that I know are still in need of a little love, but this question made me honestly stop and think.

I've come a long way in the last 5 years, dropped a lot of baggage, cleaned out a lot of dark corners, slayed a lot of demons.

Maybe it's time to stop striving. Maybe it's time I started to look at how high I've climbed. Maybe it's time to recognize the work I've done.

Maybe it's time to enjoy the view.

And I realized, the one person I needed to take back control from, who I had never considered before, was me.

Because, to love yourself is to accept yourself, so let's start with acceptance of who I am and see where this goes.

09/03/2026

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