11/10/2024
Ya know what's ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ calling out to me to dive into and explore deeply right now?
And it's so simple, so obvious really, why it would be the case for me.
It makes perfect sense given where I've come from and how this whole unfolding began nearly 10 years ago for me.
It's a perfect vision of where I intend to go from here.
I am suddenly aching to connect with my clients ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, face to face, in real time, meeting with them human to human in the 3d world.
When I began delivering online readings, there was a desperate need to connect with others and share all that was flowing through my vessel, but I felt compelled to isolate myself behind a screen while doing so.
The 3d world is highly visceral, and it can be a very scary place when your emotions are raw and your extrasensory gifts are intensely firing as they were when I first retreated into the virtual landscape.
As Ra Uru Hu so eloquently described this human life: "๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐"
It was after my younger brother had died and I couldn't emotionally bear to interact with humans IRL in the aftermath of that crisis.
I experienced a massive disconnect between what was developing in my internal terrain as it collided with how I was expected to perform on the external plane with other people.
Something inside of me collapsed.
That chasm of space between me and where others could reasonably meet me, was too overwhelming for me to scale at the time, so I succumbed to the sanctuary that a screen provided me.
I remember it well. It was a sweet surrender.
I didn't even own a smart phone until 2017, long after the rest of the world had plugged into the matrix. It was a welcome escape from the world of human-ing for me.
TBH, the virtual world was like pure magic when it first opened up and revealed itself to me.
I recall how mesmerized I was at the sheer potential for meaningful connections between such vast expanses of space and time! It blew me away that energetic exchange could still be so potently experienced!
I connected with amazing people from all around the world that I was instantaneously syncing energy fields with. I couldn't believe it.
Imagine a person from the 1800s being handed a mobile device and shown how to operate it. That's actually how this barefoot hippy in central TX felt when I first plugged in. ๐
I know that initial glimmer has worn off for most of us, but I like to breathe new life into that magic, and reflect upon how far all of us have come in such a short period of time.
When I first started my business, I became a master at syncing with spiritual atmospheres, and sampling every flavor I could from behind the safety of my screen, as I would deliver my perspective of energy fields via a cathartic experience using my trusty tools of metaphysical modalities, audio/visual video editing, and live zoom meetings.
It was the perfect way to spend my time "on the roof" as a 6/3 after my first solar return.
I could connect in meaningful ways while keeping my distance and maintaining a higher vantage point, safely tucked behind a lattice of illusion, punctuated by filters and sometimes fake smiles.
But as I connect with my clients today (some of the most amazing people I've ever met),
Prospects for teaching in-person human design workshops beckons my spirit to far off venues to sip tea in cozy fellowships of inspired learning.๐ซ
Visions of a future version of me facilitating exotic healing retreats flash enticingly in the imagination of my mind's eye.โจ๐๐
It all feels so delightfully delicious to meet with clients in these sacred spaces of my most intimate visions of all that comes next.
Manifestation of visions into 3d reality is a funny thing indeed.
Sometimes we think "it's not working" because it takes things longer to materialize into this dimension of being-ness.
The 3d world, for someone newly awakened, can be a real drag because in the world of limitless energy and Infinite Spirit, everything is instantaneous.
But for the seasoned practitioner, patience makes perfect results in Divine Timing when bringing it to life in the world of illusory "others."
Last night I sold a reading to someone who lives locally to me, which is a first for me.
I've sold hundreds of readings, but never to someone I could potentially meet for coffee.
The sensation it inspired for me was foreign, and it was something I needed to inspect closely to understand it fully.
I realized the prospect of delivering a reading in person awakened within me an aspect of my primordial essence, a facet of my eventual life purpose that is more than ready to emerge and greet the world.
Stepping stones leading us in aligned directions are powerful catalysts to manifest our bigger picture visions.
It's important to see the ultimate destination that lies ahead, certainly.
But it's equally important to savor and deeply enjoy that first step back into the warmth of the nourishing sun.
