
28/12/2024
In 2024, with everything going on around the world, felt like the same was happening internally. I had to have peace talks, negotiations, asking for ceasefire and accepting the fate of life with my health on a daily basis!
#1 - What the calm before the storms looks like
#2 - How the wars, storms and battles were being tackled this year
#3 - Aftermath of the battles - FATIGUE!
#4 - Finding a way to smile and look elegant through it all - Smile & Wave 🤩
Chronic illness is not a day illness, or only for a month, or just a year. It is unpredictable, painful, stressful, and CONSTANT. You have some good days that make you feel all will be well, only for tables to flip the next minute, hour, or day with pain at an all time high. Grieving & Battles in Silence is the name of the game.
End of 2024:
- Yes, I’m still in lots of pain
- Yes, the pain continues to alter a lot of things in my life
- No, I am not better or haven’t gotten better
- No, I’m not in a place of wanting to try new remedies (it’s exhausting mentally)
- Yes I have good days and bad days and can’t tell which one I’ll have today or tomorrow
- Yes, I’m forever grateful for my support system
- Yes, I’m very AFRAID of what my health may bring in 2025
- I trust it’s all working for my good even though I may not understand it
Here’s to the 2024 that was and the 2025 that will be! 🥂💜