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30/08/2022

I always questioned whether I was good enough. I would change my appearance, silence my words and be the perfect co worker, wife, friend, that everyone around me wanted to be. The moments without others around me I had a hard time peeling back the masks I'd wear and as I looked at my reflection didn't recognize the soul looking back. Behind all the makeup and the -yes- answer I would give to be "good" I was left misunderstood by my own self.
Now I realize it was me that wasn't good enough, it was my environment. It was me trying to fit into a box that wasn't meant for me.
It was the clothes that was too small, not my body being the problem.
It wasn't that I wasn't enough, it's that I was too much for them.
I said yes when I really meant no, so that I wouldn't be a "problem" or speak out of term.

It's not you that's the problem. It your perspective and environment.

Are you not feeling beautiful? What is your standard of beauty is it your perception or the media's? Is it what you believe beauty is or what your boyfriend Brad thinks is beauty?

You are magnificent. You're good enough. You are everything enough because you are you. Look at your environment is it supporting the growth of the beautiful sappling you are, or is the soil maybe not made for your roots?

You are spectacular. I love you.

29/08/2022

It's time to be honest with yourself. Are you really living the life you've wanted? Are you really happy? Do you have systems in place to carry you in times of doubt? You can't be dishonest with yourself, your soul knows the truth. Behaving like everything is okay when it isn't, doesn't allow you to feel fully fulfilled and happy. It's time to look at your situations of life realistically and do what -you- want. You know what that thing is, stop sabotaging yourself.

22/08/2022

Venus in Aries
Daughter of Hades
A child of darkness
Mother of Light.

The shadows swallowed
This tiny soul
It was then
That light shined within

Mother of light
Born in darkness
The end of pain
Is among us

The times of healing
Vulnerability of feeling
Is what will guide you
Through this shadow

Mother of light
Healer of all
She's seen it all
Even your bright light.

It's time to heal
You've heard the call
Find the light within
Your healing begins.

21/08/2022

Tarot changed my life.

I was anxious and indecisive for a lot of my life. Looking for external answers rather than looking internally. I would ask others what they thought and would live my life a lot to what others though was "right" I got my first tarot deck in 2017. I had never shuffled cards before and all I had was the knowledge of Astrology and Chakra healing from my prior studies. When I finally shuffled the cards something beautiful happened. I felt seen. I felt loved. I felt supported. My first deck was the Ryder Waite deck. With which I didn't really connect at all but still felt supported. I then got my Ethereal visions deck. I realized then that Tarot was meant to feel fun and like reading your favorite book. I realized then what unconditional love felt like and how I could live my life with universes direction rather than peoples opinions.

Your first deck may not always resonate with you. Keep trying and you'll find one that matches your energy like I did.

Tarot guided me through some of the toughest decisions in my life and this deck specifically with her taped sides and worn out paper has been a part of my heart since the beginning. Shuffling this deck and so many others is not only seeking answers, its feeling loved, supported and seen.

I feel so grateful to share this love I experience with Tarot and the guidance I receive with you. It means the world to me.

May the treetrunks of my deck forever continue guiding us.

Love and light.
Sav

05/08/2022

Why would you let yourself be bothered by those that never even tried? Discouraged by those that don't live out their dreams. Your life is your own and what you make of it is always your decision. So why not start?
Why not begin your life and live out this dream imperfectly? Your stagnancy and moment of self doubt doesn't bring you closer to your dreams. Your absorption of their energy doesn't help you become who you are meant to be. Why listen?
Why not listen to the way your heart flutters when you speak about the things you love? Why not listen to the way your voice speeds up as you passionately serenade others with the love you have for your dream?
How can such a strong love for your passion be dimmed by one silly voice?
Rise. Rise Phoenix, your ashes remind you of how hard you loved and how far you've come. Rise and stand tall for your dreams. Burn it all to the ground if you have to and start over. But don't ever, allow yourself to someone else burn down your dreams by giving them the space to get close to the things you love.
This is your time to embrace a new chapter.
Love you,
Sav

30/07/2022

Have intention and act on it. There is not a prior announcement needed.

30/07/2022

It's currently the night of New moon in Leo as i'm writing this and I found this video of myself I recorded a couple of years ago in 2019. I remember this time frame vividly because it was the year I decided to step away from so many toxic things in my life. In the video I talk about how we need to live our life everyday and be present not only on the weekends but during all parts throughout the day. Always present. I wasn't doing that at the time and it took me a long time to finally get to the point where I am now. Failures and moments of forcing myself to get back up and at times not having the inner strength to do so.

You -don't- have to have it all figured out. You don't need a plan. You don't need anything else but yourself and a compass that points north. Place the intention of what it is that you want in this life. Mine was "Living every day fully" and start walking. Start walking and walking aimlessly through this dessert of life. Fall to the ground and lose your sense of direction, look to the stars and see their magnificence, whatever you do, don't stop walking.

We get so caught up in the chase of life and "I have to do this to end up here and okay i'm here now, whats next." Be present. Friend. Be present. Celebrate your successes stop living for the future. The future is uncertain and the present is just but a fleeting moment that turns into the past, which is the only thing that is certain. You can't spend your life living for uncertainty.

So I sit here years later, and though my steps were small and I had no idea where I walking to, I have found an oasis. An oasis in this desert of life that feels dry and unforgiving at times. I found my oasis and my blistered feet are recovering as I have found my Space in this world. For now I will rest here, and will linger for as long as i possibly can. The journey never stops. Paradise doesn't last forever, enjoy the now, enjoy what you have now.

Be present the rest doesn't matter.

Find your compass and follow what it is you want. Not a physical item, not a worldly thing, I want you to find your feeling you crave, your dream you wish to dream and the uncertain future you wish to create.

I love you. I see you. Sit a while with me here in my Oasis, let's rest and then take more baby steps to our future

30/07/2022

28/07/2022

When your not afraid of being hurt you can know people differently.

27/07/2022

I love celebrating the new moon by releasing old habits and celebrating new ones. What are your goals what do you wish to bring into your life? How will you do this for yourself?

Hold yourself accountable and truly believe the words you say. We trust other people easily and take their words for undeniable truth but do you do that to yourself? We mistrust our own voice and mistrust our intentions. Believe in yourself and be true to yourself. There is only one you and that is so beautiful.

You are special. It's time to hold yourself accountable and to show up for you. Make a plan and set action to your biggest dream. Be bold, be wild, be Leo 💗

27/07/2022

When you're not afraid of being hurt you can know people differently.

Due to our fear of being vulnerable and appear weak in the eyes of others we create this barrier between who we are and who we wants others to see us as. When did it become shameful to love? When did it become frightening to trust another person with your heart? When did we become so afraid of loneliness that we found ourselves being lonely. Our fear consumes us.

Love and be loved. Be vulnerable and have others see the gentleness within your soul.

There is nothing to be afraid of. You may have your heart broken? Terrifying... but.. what if it does work out? What if we are capable of placing our heart within someone elses chest cavity and trust them to protect it, and they do.

Loving is an active action not a passive one.

24/07/2022

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21/07/2022

If you want something from a relationship and you make it clear and they never do it. They don't want to. And maybe the relationship isn't for you.
I am never a fan of "if they wanted to they would" it shows that your person should be a mind reader and should just -know- right?
A relationship is about communicating your needs and expressing your wants and finding a solution of how the both of you can feel fulfilled within the relationship. Love is an active action not a passive state of being. So when we communicate out needs and they never do the thing we asked for. Never making an effort and our wants and needs falling on deaf ears. Then maybe they don't-want- to.
Your needs should be heard, valued and respected.

Sending you love and light 💫🦋

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