06/02/2025
Cancer has a way of tricking you. Tricking you in believing things that are not true and serve no purpose, but to strip you of hope. It is a relentless, sneaky and an exhausting disease.
But, God. ✝️ God sends you reminders that he promises good things for you. Reminds you to seek his words for comfort AND when you are as stubborn as I am, he will show you straight to your face what he wants for you.
It came in the form of my bestie! While all my family, friends and community have cominuously prayed and rallied behind me, my one on one time with Cheryl seemed to harness all of your thoughts and prayers for me.
My time with Cheryl, while being preppared to be my donor, reminded me I was living without belief that I am promised a future. Her positivity, belief and inability to accept anything but good things for me hit me hard and straight in my face! I couldn’t escape it, we we stuck together at Cleveland Clinic and I finally got it!
I needed that more than she will ever know and am so lucky to witness her love and feirceness for me. Thank you Chicky! I know you climb mountains 🗻and follow Silver Back gorillas 🦍 around the rain forest, but getting me to realize something you had no idea I was stuggling with was one tough feat!
I needed to be reminded of Gods promise to all of us.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
While Cheryl is a match, the doctors have decided our body anatomy is not the best fit for her to be my donor.
I am grateful that my brother Jason has agreed to be next in line for testing, which will happen this month.
In the mean time, the medical staff has decided it would be best if I will do a couple rounds of heavy chemo this month to keep the cancer, left in my liver, at bay and stable. This will allow us to look at a possible transplant early this spring and keep me on the path of the complete removal of the cancer left in my body. Truly a miracle in the making.
I believe His next lesson I need to learn is about His timing! Another tough one😂
Love to all,
Cathie