24/07/2025
She’s never been a great sleeper. Even now she still likes me to be right next to her when she falls asleep. Sometimes she still holds my hand. In her younger years I would pray daily that she would sleep through the night because I needed the sleep as an exhausted new mom.
I thought I knew what tired was then. But then diabetes came along and shook me by the shoulders as if to say “you’re in it for life, friend. Get used to it.”
I no longer pray for her to sleep through the night like I did when she was a baby. These days, I pray for her to sleep through the night so that she doesn’t have to wake up to drink juice or eat something at 3:00 am and then get up to go to school two hours later.
I pray each night for good blood sugars so that she feels rested and ready for her day ahead like her friends or the other kids at school.
There’s a joke in the T1D community that having a kid diagnosed with diabetes is like having a newborn all over again. That is very true. The difference now is that I’m no longer a new mom, and I’ve learned to live off little sleep over the years. But she’s still growing and needs every second of hers - and I’ll never feel okay about sending her out for the day after those unpredictable nights of juice boxes and alarms. 💙🩵