Lexx Col

25/01/2024

I didn’t use to be one to self-sabotage. But I see now that a lot of my self-sabotaging is deriving from my difficult and abusive , previous relationship, for others it could be a difficult childhood. It is the emotional...

25/01/2024

Even though I feel that life is such a cool experience and earth is so beautiful. This false reality , has made the human life experience feel so inhumane, and systematic. It’s draining. It’s draining to think how no mat...

25/01/2024

I read this book called “FEAR”, essential wisdom for getting through the storm, by Thich Nhat Hanh. For me, I enjoyed this book. Living in a city such as; Memphis you’re surrounded by people who live in fear. Everyone ha...

23/01/2024

Ego can be define as a person’s sense of self-importance or esteem; it’s quite similar to pride. Sometimes you have to minimize your ego instead of living in it. When we are living in our ego everything is so internalize...

18/01/2024

When I was a teenager I got told that I was pretty for a dark-skin girl more than once. The funny thing about the compliment was that it was coming from a dark-skin brother. At the time I was confused by the compliment. ...

18/01/2024

I just wrote a song recently about love. My love. The love I give. I’ve always been an unconditional lover. I love you on your best days your worst days, through the good and the bad. Rather you have a lot of money or no...

16/01/2024

You ever got a sign from God or the Universe and ignored that sign? When you start to feel sick, do you ignore those signs? No. You immediately start taking medicine, eating soup, drinking teas, getting rest whatever it ...

16/01/2024

I didn’t learn about angel numbers until 2020. I would always see mostly young women talk about these angel numbers. It’s almost like it became a trend. And of course I’m not one to follow trends. One day in 2020 for som...

16/01/2024

I saw a post that was very similar to my thoughts and how I choose to live. It stated "when you stop stressing over money/ bills, release that survival mindset notice how you'' start to accumulate money," You're supposed...

16/01/2024

Ever feel like you're just working? I really feel like we're all just slaves in this modern day world. What are we working for? Money? Security? Is everyone goal to be financially free? The sad part is thinking that we c...

16/01/2024

I feel like we live in a world where everyone is just moving, and working and doing. As human beings, no one is actually just being and living their humanly lives. The world is just incessantly moving, and us humans are ...

16/01/2024

Do we choose how we feel? …

I was reading this book titled "How you feel is up to You." In my opinion, I believe we choose how we feel once we have mastered controlling our emotions. Our emotions are complex, but when we can gain control over them,...

16/01/2024

I was watching this video on Tiktok and the caption was, "growing up poor versus rich". The guy in the video said his fiance wants an average, traditional home. During the video he was showing his viewers different rooms...

16/01/2024

I don’t want someone who’s been in many relationships or jumps from relationship to relationship (relationship jumper), because then I will think you fear being alone. Can you not sit with yourself? Who are you outside o...

15/01/2024

I don’t mind saying I have exes. Ex’s for me are just people I Experienced in this life. My first boyfriend that I count was in high school. Yep I had a high school boyfriend, my first. Honestly I wasn’t here to talk abo...

15/01/2024

This is my personal blog. If you like to read check it out ! I have 12 post so far.

When you get a cut or wound it has to go through a healing process or stage. Just like your body naturally goes through a healing process when cut or broken, your mind, and spirit goes through that same process when scar...

05/01/2024

In one of my previous blogs "Do we choose how we feel" I mentioned at the end how we need to gain self-awareness and have some emotional maturity. First let's define what it means to be emotionally mature. An emotionally...

03/01/2024

Visit my personal website and check out my blog. Just sharing my thoughts, feelings, views, and insights on life.

You ever been one who was so full of light, positivity, empathy, warmth, wit and kindness? Until one day you met darkness and it was so uncomfortable and weird you felt displaced, like how did you get here , no way this ...