19/07/2025
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I CAN'T SEEM TO GET RID OF THE LOVE OF MY YOUTH:
CHAPTER 8
In the evening I confronted my auntie over my diary and she started answering rùdely..
ahhh I lost it too and forgot she was my aunty and spoke back at her.. my heart was boiling because I knew I had lost a alot.. not only my memories with Mayamiko but also things to do with school, notes and the like.. In my quest to find my diary, 📔
I even broke protocol..
I made sure I vandalised her bedroom just to find it.. and when she came back she found her room in a mess.. She ask me and I just looked at her ,,,she tried hard to provoke me but I remained mute..
I was unabled to find my diary mwebantu 😰😰
it was a painful pìll to swallow..
I just had to live with that.
My memories with my Mayamiko just varnished just like that. Ummm that really hurt me alot.
My aunt never knew she was pushing me away from her.. I had to leave for school the following day and I really developed so much hàte for her that I stopped going to her place during weekend..
I become a lonely soul who could only feel at peace when am with my friend at school than home. Well as time went by I lost my phone and things went worse for me.
Mayamiko and I lost contact.. we stopped communicating and it was difficult for me to get in touch with him because I had no phone..
most of the time I could use a friend's phone but each time we closed it was so difficult for us to communicate..
During my December holiday I left for chirundu to see mum and dad... ahhh these guys gave me mental toucher mwee... no one spoke to me concerning my diary issues but really pretended like all was well.. I too became fearful and I had to live with fear all the time ,, in my heart and prayer I was like🤔🤔 uncle Patrick where are you??
Because I really needed someone to talk to but my best friend brother Patrick was far.. I looked at my bracelet that uncle Mayamiko gave me and I would cry because I was unabled to talk to him.. life became useless. One Sunday morning I left for church hoping to see him but to no avail.
Luckily the sister was around wooow what a relief I felt seeing her .. I just went and greeted her and asked if uncle Mayamiko was back from school . she was like Stephania don't you communicate with my brother? I said no.. and she was like "he is in Ndola on his attachments" and I was like what? 😳She looked at me as I said thank you and left silently 🚶♀️. That day I never felt like talking to anyone nor going back for youth meetings at church.
My Maya was not there☹️☹️.
My world🌍 felt empty.
I wish we could meet so that I can tell you what happened to our diary my love I sobbed up in my bedroom that night.
Well I had to accept my situation now.... mum and dad never even thought of getting me a phone.. I had to hustle for myself now.. Happily I cleared my promotion and dad deposited all the monies for school in the school account and gave me what to use for school.. well I left and bought all the requirements and saved a little .. each time I would ask for money for upkeep my father would send in my auntys account and it will be difficult for her to give me because we were not in good terms..
In the long run I fail in love with a certain guy who later started giving me all the peace I needed. Talk of monetary form and encouragement and the love I needed..
To be honest it felt like my Maya came back but a bit different.. in no time he bought me a phone and I bought in new SIM cards because the ones I was using were registered in dad's name so I could not replace them.... not knowing that Maya was having a tougher time to get hold of me but to no avail..I too tried to memorize his numbers but I couldn't do it right..
Because all those were in my diary.. I just hard to move on because I had lost so much weight.. each time I tried to eat something I would feel like something was blocking my gullet and as such I used to throw up.. no food was good for me at school but with the coming of Francis wow things started changing but still I had to open up to him that I was in love with another man and Francis told me he will wait patiently...
ooops later 🖐🖐🖐.
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