20/06/2024
Letâs be real about it I donât like everyone, why because I donât have to. If my energy isnât matching mine then I donât want it. I hate when people hurt and betray me and act like Iâm suppose to forget and get past it. I canât sit here and act like things donât bother me, I canât act like I like someone after they have tried to destroy so many things in my life, I feel if you mess with my lively hood, then Iâm good I wonât ever care about yours. My problem is Iâve been too nice to people, I have been too convient for people. Iâve been too busy not being the person I want to be because Iâve been so worried about what someone is going to think about me, or if they are going to like me. I just donât care anymore. Iâm working on being a better person for myself not others. Itâs time I get back to taking care of the things I need to be handling. I have taken away from so many people and giving to those who donât even deserve my time nor my energy. No longer am I doing that. I go live and I suck at explaining things, sometimes I write better than I speak. I have made many mistakes , and I have done things when I wasnât ready in my life for things. I made my life more complicated than it needed to be. But now is the time for me to handle my business. No more worrying about people I canât change and things I canât control. Either you with me or your not, and if you hurt me once I will never put you in my life to hurt me again. The less people know the better, keeping my life simple for now on. People arenât going to like the new Angela. Itâs time for me to be me and nothing more! â„ïžâ„ïžâ„ïž thank you to everyone who stuck around while I was trying to figure me out â„ïž
