05/12/2024
Thank You for Your Messages: A Love Letter from Jo
On October 28th, on my way home from teaching, I came upon a scene no one prepares for—a violent and traumatic road accident. I stopped and stepped into moments that were surreal, fragmented, terrifying, and vivid. I administered first aid, doing what I could, but those moments have stayed with me. They replay behind my eyes in dreams, in flashes during the day, and in the quiet hours when my heart races with anxiety.
Since then, I’ve had to step back. At first, my absence may have felt like a quiet whisper, hidden under the veil of admin and transitions. But as the days passed, so many of you reached out—texts, voice messages, little acts of care that reminded me of the strength of this community. So here I am, ready to tell you the truth:
No, I am not okay.
Right now, I am navigating a mental health crisis. It’s a path that feels heavy and uncertain but not unfamiliar to many of you. And in this, I’ve been reminded of what White Dog Studio is: a place built on trust, patience, and support. Many of you are here because of your own mental health journeys, and together, we’ve created a space that holds us in our fullness and in our fragility.
This studio is for moving through the weight of the world, for finding our way back to ourselves on the mat, and for healing through the simple act of showing up when we can.
For now, I am focusing on my own return—back to rest, to breath, to the parts of me that feel steady. I’ve returned to teaching online and when I’m ready, I will return in person, to our shared space where movement and connection become resilience.
Trauma has a way of pulling us into atrophy—of the body, heart, and mind. But healing is a dance, one step at a time. It takes courage, and it takes support, both of which I see in all of you every day.
This post is a thank you—for your messages, your understanding, and your belief in what we’ve built. Until I’m back with you in person, trust in the incredible team holding this space with care and dedication.
With love and gratitude,
Jo ❤️