Pagans in Recovery YEG

08/07/2025

01/07/2025

Cancer rules Key VII The Chariot. June and July are great times for road trips. With Canada day coming up, you may want to experience another region of our country. In an addiction query, The Chariot may signify that with hard work you may soon be ready to take the next step.
What do you see on your Chariot card?
What do these symbols mean to you? Do you see additional symbols? Look up the meaning of the symbols that you see even if you feel confident that you know what they are.
UPRIGHT MEANING:
The Chariot represents victory and triumph through exerting and controlling your will in the direction of your goals, so it is quite a forceful card. Generally, it is a good omen for success, although not usually without some effort – but with the right approach, obstacles can be overcome, and to the victor go the spoils!
In whichever area of life, it may appear, it advises to plot your course and then throw everything you have behind it to literally drive things through. You need to be determined with unwavering focus and self-discipline to harness and control the energy rather than allowing it to become scattered, as a chariot pulled in opposing directions would topple over.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

You may be triumphing; that is, winning a victory, or proving your mastery. You might be seeking power over the conditions of your life. While the previous card was love, this is war, or at least aggressive self-interest. You are asked to develop an ego that will move you toward your destination, while keeping instincts (sphinxes or horses) and emotions (Moons on shoulders) firmly under control. … The reins are in your hands – at least metaphorically speaking. Something could be driving you towards attainment and the development of mastery. In essence, you are striving to control your vehicle, hone your abilities, and focus on achieving your goal. … You might take an aggressive stance on some issue, yet at the same time, you feel pulled in two or more directions by conflicting needs and desires. You may step forth as a warrior for a cause, a champion of the home front. … Victory is possible when masculine and feminine, conscious and sub-conscious are harnessed and work in tandem. …Ultimately this is a test of maturity in your quest for individualization.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals

UPRIGHT KEYWORDS: Journeys. Triumph, victory, mastery, conquest, control. Willpower. Overcoming obstacles and adversity, progress. Exploration. Succor, providence. War, disputes, turmoil, vengeance, battles, trouble. Anger, wrath. Injury. Fame, pride, arrogance, pomp.
REVERSED MEANING:
“The Chariot” reversed suggests that you are facing obstacles. … find that spark that will drive you on your path to recovery and regain your motivation.
Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
You too, may be on a journey of self-discovery, overcoming obstacles to achieve victory, but the reversal asks, “at what cost?” Some contend that this champion is essentially adolescent, just beginning the road to mastery, and thus the reversal shows him riding for a fall. You may be overconfident in attitude and rash in your actions. … It is easy to get deflected from your course.
You could experience conflicts and problems due to opposing ideas and aims. Daunted by opposition or lack of experience, you may feel indecisive or reckless, caught up by a runaway idea, or spinning your wheels, rather than moving forward toward your goal. Your energies may be scattered or surge out of control. Perhaps you are being inconsiderate or disregarding the rights of others. There can be anger, agitation and occasionally violence.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
REVERSED KEYWORDS: A loss of focus, being weak willed, inability to follow through, failing at the last hurdle, failure of plans, Failure, defeat, collapse. Uproar, noise, din. Quarrel, dispute, litigation. Contest, overthrown, conquered. Usurped power, plots. Riot, rebellion. Accidents. Bad news, worry, delay. Overweening ambition. Unmerited access. Dangerous opportunism.
COMBINATIONS:
Ace of Wands > The Chariot: Taking control of a new venture [or step in recovery] and steaming ahead with determination. Runaway project and an instant hit; lots of speed and energy with this one,
Two of Wands > The Chariot: An early win if you can harness good self-discipline, triumph over short term obstacles. With all parties [Sponsor & Sponsee] pulling in the right direction, a working partnership has good prospects to succeed.
Ace of Cups > The Chariot: New relationship going well and taking off with gusto.
The Chariot > Ten of Swords: A Crash and burn scenario [Relapse], could be too much too soon but it’s heading for failure. Whereas in the opposite order…
Ten of Swords > The Chariot: … great resilience to bounce back and charge forwards from a disappointment, which will bring triumph after a previous failure.
Knight of Swords > The Chariot: Hot to trot and raring to go. Enormous speed and energy indicated, taking speedy and decisive action. Possibly an urgent journey.
The Chariot> The Emperor > The Hermit: Dealing with this matter too forcefully could leave you feeling isolated as a result; take time to contemplate logistics and prospective outcomes. Preferably we wish to see something to soften the edges and add a more diplomatic approach such as The Chariot > The Emperor > Temperance
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

The Chariot > Eight of Pentacles: Mentorship from a Sponcor, or mentoring someone new to your program.

29/06/2025

Fehu
What a great time to start learning the runes. Fruit trees are bearing fruit. Tacitus recommends using a fruit bearing branch to carve the notate used in divination by the casting of lots.
As the Goths say, "Fé first"
The rune poems talk of the dangers of greed. Some wealth is best to remain circulating, earning rewards in the ebb and flow.
The dragon Fafnir's name begins with this rune warning against greed. Fafnir was a greedy dragon, who slew his own father for gold, and was later slain by Sigurd Volsung.
The running of the bulls in Poloma?) is at this time.
at the end of this half month July 12th, is a Norwegian day called Fingergullmesse -Goldfinger mass (“Goldfinger)

29/06/2025

Happy Runic New Year.
I want to try something experimental, lets play around with the Runic Powers and discover how we can utilize these powers to aid in our recovery Journey.
Each Rune has a season where its power is potent and reflects what is going on in nature.

24/06/2025

The Moon rules Key II The High Priestess. The Midsummer season is a potent time for Magic. What do you see on your card? Look at your card, What does its symbolism tell you about this card? Does the high Priestess have a lunar crown? Is there a crescent or ‘horns’ down low? Does she bear a scroll that appears to say Torah? Are there two columns or pillars representing opposites? Is the space behind her veiled? What do these symbols mean to you? Do you see additional symbols? Look up the meaning of the symbols that you see even if you feel confident that you know what they are.

UPRIGHT MEANING:
“The High Priestess” emphasizes intuition and inner guidance. It encourages you to trust your inner wisdom and regain motivation. Rely on your inner wisdom to navigate any challenges that arise during your recovery. Go deep within yourself for answers. Listen to your inner wisdom as you make important decisions. Trust your intuition and instincts.

Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
…This card suggests spending time alone, withdrawing into solitude and heeding the natural rhythems and cycles of your body and of course nature. It signifys that you or someone that you know, may be acting mysteriously, cool, and aloof, yet compassionately offering guidance and understanding. It implies that you are keeping a secrrt or maintaining privacy. The act of looking for deeper significance, spiritual purpose, or value affords greater meaning to your life and work.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
UPRIGHT KEYWORDS AND PHRASES: Wisdom, An enlightened moment that brings revelation. Intuition, meditation. The unrevealed future, A mystery revealed. Secrets, knowledge. Retreat, Sanctuary, Withdrawal, retirement. Silence, discression, modesty, prudence, peace. Learning, education, memory. The female equivalent of one who interests the querent.
REVERSED MEANING:
The “High Priestess” reversed signifies a need to trust your intuition. Reconnect with your inner wisdom to support your recovery.
Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
The High Priestess Rx can signify difficulties with accessing your intuition, remembering your dreams, or knowing your own feelings. You may be out of touch or deny your inner feminine wisdom. Some people are more comfortable with The High Priestess Rx than the deep currents of the upright card. At one extreme you could come out of your shell, hold back nothing, and dally with surface fads and flirtations. At the other you become even more formal, businesslike, or withdrawn, and may feel trapped. You can be either wallflower or wanton, or you may seethe with turbulence and unrest at a lack of more options. Then, daring to act outside the expectations of others, and refusing to be a doormat, you could be labeled a hag or a witch. Alternatively, the reversal can signify lack of female companionship, or betrayal by a woman. Generally, it increases the sense of superficiality and distance in relationships, unless it signifies a returning to the world after a period of isolation.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
REVERSED KEYWORDS: blocked energy, switched off from reality, misuse of ability, hidden intentions, dissimulation. Secrets revealed. Superficial knowledge, shallowness, ignorance. Misjudgment. it can signal reemerging after a period of isolation. Selfishness, intrigue, Passion, ardor, effervescence, bubbling, gushing. Ferment. Tartness. Laziness.
COMBINATIONS:
Ace of Wands > High Priestess: A new mind-body-spirit business, job or project; hidden information coming to light that will help you move forwards.
Two of Wands > High Priestess: May feel that you’re working blind initially, but helpful information will come to light; a revelation on the path ahead.
Three of Wands > High Priestess: Expansion and delving deeper into unknown areas, helpful information will be revealed as you progress. Commercial business or trade of a metaphysical or spiritual nature.
Seven of Cups > High Priestess: You may feel in a quandary and uncertain what to do; try to delay making any decision for the moment as you don’t yet have the full picture. Some important information will be made known to you and then you will understand how to proceed.
Five of Swords > High Priestess > Ace of Swords: Outfoxing the fox. Information will come to light that works to your advantage and allows you to triumph; it could be with regards to a smear campaign or some kind of skullduggery against you.
Eight of Pentacles > High Priestess : May suggest a course of study in metaphysical or esoteric subjects.
High Priestess > Eight of Pentacles: stay alert for incoming information on the grapevine that can lead to a new job or work.
High Priestess > The Fool: This is one of the trickiest combinations – you’re working with completely unknown aspects, but it is easier to read in this order: Something will become known to you that opens up a completely new and unfamiliar pathway.
The Fool > High Priestess: …you are working blind. It could be surprising information that will come to light in a completely unexpected way; however, it can also point to setting off in a new direction that is not only outside the usual comfort zone but will rely on instinct and require blind faith.
High Priestess > The Moon > The Devil: Ca n indicate misuse of psychic gifts and abilities, delving into the wrong areas. Tripple whammy of secrecy represented and reinforced where the High Priestess is blocked.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

17/06/2025

The Ten of Swords is ruled by Gemini What symbolism do you see on your card?

UPRIGHT MEANING: The “Ten of Swords” signifies a need to let go of painful experiences. Address your deepest emotional wounds on your journey to recovery.
Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
The Ten of Swords brings an ending usually felt with an air of disappointment or defeat. Sometimes things just don’t work out, leaving a sense of failure to your plans. … The Ten brings completion of challenges and in certain circumstances can represent the ending of a difficult situation, which may be welcomed – now you can move on.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

The Ten of Swords is often less difficult than the Nine. Alister Crowley notes that the Ten points to mass insanity rather than individual madness and torment. You may have reached the point of excessive force or overkillof catastrophes beyond the personal. You may of pinned your faith on someone who betrayed it, but now it is time to let go.
Nevertheless, this does come up as personal defeat, failure and closures. There might be a loss of health, fortune, position or honor. You may have hit bottom, reached the end of the line, or are stuck in an intellectual cul-de-sac. Perhaps someone has stabbed you in the back. This card allows for change and new possibilities. Generally you quit the struggle, accept the inevitable, and surrender your will to god, fate or circumstances. Foremer beliefs and thought patterns no longer serve; old ways of thinking die. While this may seem catastrophic, it is about to release, relief and closure, like the “dead man’s pose” at the end of a yoga session. Struggling will get you nowhere.
You can have objectively pinned down the facts, but they are dead ones. A new day is dawning if you are willing to leave the old stuff behind and go on.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals

UPRIGHT KEYWORDS: Affliction, tears. Desolation. Complaints, grievances, chagrin. Sadness, pain, woe. Exhaustion. Endings. Disappointing endings. Failure. Failed Plans. Change in social and economic conditions. Unforeseen misfortune. Faith shattered. Loss of a friend. Enemies.

REVERSED MEANING:
The Ten of Swords Rx signals recovery and rebirth. The Swords seem to fall from the person’s back and darkness recedes. A blue sky tops the yellow horizon. You have turned the corner and things are looking up but you might feel like a disaster or near-death survivor. Liberation and exciting breakthroughs are forthcoming. There vis relief from stress, like the sky clearing after a storm as you release the need to intellectualize. The worst is behind you now. If convalescing from an illness, relapse is still possible. Alternatively, you may experience recurring health problems, particularly with your back, chronic fatigue, lupus, or the immune system.
You could still be feeling doubts and low self-esteem that make new gains precarious. You might be on “pins and needles” about the future.
You may be concentrating on repairing weak spots in your projects or defenses. Occasionally you may deny the seriousness of a problem.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals

REVERSED KEYWORDS: Some improvement. Recovery. Temporary gain. Possibility of improvement and relief. A temporary respite when you can find an advantage to help your situation. Momentary advantage, favors, benefit Passing success. Grace, kindness. Power, authority, influence. Profit. Unexpected financial windfall or promotion.

COMBINATIONS:
Ten of Swords > Six of Swords: Life will begin to improve following the ending of a difficult situation.
Ten of Swords . The Sun: “every cloud has it’s silver linning”: a turnaround situation that may feel disappointing at first but could bring a blessing in disguise.
The Fool > Ten of Swords: Look before you leap – you could be rushing headlong into a situation where you lack experience or one that is beyond your comfort zone that ends in disappointment; a new opportunity may not be all that you thought it to be and leads to failure; something is over al most before it begun.
The World > Ten of Swords: Limited or short-lived success; seek alternative plans for a longer term.
Nine of Wands > Ten of Swords: Despite your best efforts, success is not indicated; it may be better to cut your losses.
Kight of Pentacles > Ten of Swords: A long-standing or long-awaited situation comes to a close and this may not be the result that you were hoping for.
Three of Swords > Ten of Swords: An escalating problem or serious quarrel that leads to separation and brings matters to a close.

Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

09/06/2025

Gemini is the ruler of the Nine of Swords
UPRIGHT MEANING:
…We tend to worry when we can’t see a solution to a problem, creating sleepless nights and all-encompassing worry that overshadows all else. The message of this card can act as a reminder of the double-edged nature of Swords, of challenges or clarity that can cut both ways. If we can face our worst fears, we may find wisdom contained therein to conquer them.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations
We see depression, anguish, guilt, dread, and remorse – All mental torments that can weigh you down. This card may signify insomnia and nightmares, the dark night of the soul, or injurie and illness. All seems to be failure and loss, especially through your own failings or mismanagement. Unable to climb the ladder out of despondency, hopelessness could wreak havoc on piece of mind. With an impending sense of doom, you wait for the sword to fall. On the other hand, the rose quilt suggests there is a warm spot of comfort in your life, while the zodiac signs imply that time will heal.
…As with other Nines there is a sense of solitude and isolation, relating to an eighteenth-century interpretation of celibacy and monastic life. Likewise older meanings of piety and devotion may relate to conscience and penance.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
UPRIGHT KEYWORDS: Worry and Anxiety. Mental Anguish. Sorrows, Miscarriage, endings. Disappointments. Danger, doubt, suffering. Greif. Moral suffering. Isolation. Piety, devotion, cult, convent. Priest, Monk, Hermit. Ceremony, rituals. Celibacy. Conscience, Good faith, integrity. Injustice, hatred, envy.
REVERSED MEANING: The “9 of Swords” reversed indicates addressing anxiety and worries. Alleviate your Anxiety.
Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
The reversal can indicate coming out of depression. The nightmare is over, and things are improving. Confession has alleviated guilt and self-blame. You pull yourself out of self-pity. However it may be difficult to find the faith or energy needed to see through a project without giving up.
You could deny your feelings of shame, depression, or loneliness as through defiance or protesting too much against it. Or you could experience a delayed reaction to loss. If other cards concur, look for unacknowledged depression that has become long-term, severe, and possibly dangerous.
On the other hand, this can be psychological shadow-work or spiritual soul-searching, involving a willing exploration of your fears and self-hatred. One querent dreamt just before the reading that he descended a stairway that looked just like the row of swords, into a basement filled with terrors that he needed to face. So too, you might have an opportunity to face your fears.
Anxieties may be justified and suspicions warranted. Thus, this can be “authorized” sorrow or pain. You might shrink from danger and be hiding from villainous acquaintances. If you are the object of slanderous gossip and it colludes with your own self-criticism, you might avoid public view or facing others. Alternatively, you may feel you have been unfairly treated and be motivated to restore your reputation.

REVERSED KEYWORDS: The Start of Recovery, Legitimate fear or suspicion. Rumors, damaging gossip, slander. Shame, disgrace, infamy. Spiritual struggle. Punctilliousness.
COMBINATIONS:
Nine of Swords > Ten of _______ damaging gossip indication of therapy or counselling services to help restore harmony and balance. ( The addition of the Hierophant could add formal institutions such as hospitals.)
Five of Pentacles > Nine of Swords: Money Worries.
Ten of Pentacles > Nine of Swords: Family worries; could be concerns relating to a property matter.
Lovers > Nine of Swords: Relationship Angst.
Eight of Wands > Nine of Swords: Sudden news, that causes concern; Worrying news.
The Moon > Nine of Swords > The Devil: Worries can take a more serious turn when surrounded by these two cards: The Moon can alter perception of reality, And the Devil adds weight with the potential of an unhealthy situation developing. It may be time to seek outside help.
Nine of Swords > Eight of cups: Leaving worries behind; this may not be a decision taken lightly, but you will finally decide to walk away from the situation causing concern.
Nine of Swords > Strength > Six of Wands: “Feel the fear and do it anyway!” If you can keep going and work through your anxieties, you will find support and encouragement, and can win the day.
The Hermit > Nine of Swords: Could become isolated due to fears. Wheras in the opposite order…
Nine of Swords > The Hermit: … taking time to think things through and collect helpful information. An older person or someone wiser through experience may be able to offer advice to alleviate your fears.
The World > Nine of Swords > The Sun: Unfounded fears and unnecessary worry anticipating the worst. If appearing in connection to work related matters, it may suggest suffering from imposter syndrome.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations

09/06/2025

On the 9th of each month, some North American Heathens honor a different hero each month. On June 9th the Hero is Sigurd Volsung. There are a few things that we can learn from his journey.
This month we will focus on how he rebuilt his ancestral Sword. We will return to Sigurd in April when we talk about the Mead of forgetfullness.
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If you get a chance, read Chapter 15 of the Volsung Saga, reflect on the concept of putting in the work to reforge your life.

09/06/2025

On the 9th of every month some modern North American Heathens choose to honor a different hero each month. In June the chosen Hero is Sigurd Volsung. We can learn a few things from his story. Sigurd's ancestral sword Gramr had broken, but Sigurd did not give up on Gramr, With a fair bit of work, Sigurd re-worked the metal, he beat the sword back into shape, and unbelievably sharp. You too have this potential. Another date to honor Sigurd is on St George's day. St George was a dragon slayer like Sigurd.

03/06/2025

The Eight of Swords is ruled by Gemini
UPRIGHT MEANING: “8 of Swords suggests overcoming mental obstacles. Overcome your mental challenges.
Dennis McClung - Addiction Recovery Reflections 2024
The Eight of Swords is about being in a bind; it is the helpless victim or maiden-in-distress awaiting rescue. Things done in the Seven may have limited your options. There could be a crisis involving public censure, literal immobility, or lack of sensory input. Your hands feel tied; however it is most likely your self-sabotaging, critical mind that will hamper you. Thoughts are stifled, or short circuited. Attempt to gain clarity, see the facts, or use your natural instincts meet with interfereance. Rationality might be blocking other kinds of insight.
You may lack skills or knowledge about how to navigate a particular terrain. Note that the ties binding the woman in the RWS card are loose and her feet are free. This suggests self-imposed beliefs, rather than objective circumstances, restrict you. Perhaps you can walk away if you take matters into your own hands.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
Swords reflect the double-edged nature of the suit, just so as fears can make you feel hemmed in, they may also suggest the power of clarity can release you through illuminated thought.
Ellershaw, Josephine – Easy Tarot Combinations
UPRIGHT KEYWORDS: Crisis, calamity. Critical or troublesome situation. Limitation and restriction, Censure and censorship. Gloss, epilogue. Lawsuits, judgement. Condemnation. Feeling trapped, Imprisonment or other bo***ge issues.
REVERSED MEANING:
Eights are about re-evaluation and progress. Which – in the upright position have been limited by the critical mind or by circumstances. To overcome these limits may require magic – not Houdini’s stage magic but real magic defined by Florence Farr as “take the limits off of common experience.” And by Richard Cavendish as “the power to transcend all human limitations.
Luckily, ingenuity and improvisation in removing obstacles are greatly increased by the reversal. You may be breaking through constraints, including socially imposed ones. Restrictions may be temporary, although at the opposite extreme, they could become intolerable with delusions of persecution supported by apparent logic and reason. Self-sabotaging actions can arise, from a fear of success. You could also be hiding your abilities under a barrel, especially false humility.
Greer, Mary – The complete book of Tarot Reversals
REVERSED KEYWORDS: Breaking the cycle, Removal of obstacles, releasing constraints and breaking free. Mental depression. Destiny, fate, misfortune, accidents, danger. Surprises. Great Difficulties and hard work. A small success in the midst of misfortune. Treachery in the past.
COMBINATIONS:
Judgement > Eight of Swords: A reoccurring cycle, resurrection of old situation that you feel locked into and unable to release from.
Ten of Wands > Eight of Swords: Feeling trapped or restricted by too many responsibilities, too much going on, but feeling powerless to change it.
Six of Cups > Eight of Swords: Trapped in the past; a past situation or memories that you feel unable to move beyond.
Seven of Cups > Eight of Swords: Surrounded by options, but feel unable to make a decision, therefore keeping you locked in a cycle.
Eight of Swords > Ace of Swords: A breakthrough; despite the odds, you will overcome whatever challenges have been causing the limitations, through clarity of thought and determined action.
Eight of Swords > Nine of Swords: Progression of events, leads to more worry over the initial concerns, Anxiety could be creating a holding pattern and help may be needed to make progress.. Also…
Nine of swords > Eight of Swords: … can represent debilitating anxiety.
Five of Pentacles > Eight of Swords: Locked into debt or a financial problem that you feel unable to solve. An unexpected bill could leave you in a fix. Poverty trap. Can sometimes indicate limitations through a lack mentality or scarcity mindset.
The Hierophant > Eight of Swords > four of Swords: Can indicate hospital confinement, convalescence, and recovery after hospital stay. Whereas …
The Hierophant > the Emperor > Justice > Eight of Swords: may suggest the confinement of being detained at His Majesty’s Pleasure – prison ! (Derives from British slang.) Can appear in any order, sometimes with the eight of swords central and surrounded by these three majors. May also appear as …
Eight of Swords > The Devil: Detainment or imprisonment , which can also apply to other settings.

31/05/2025

June 1st Syn's Blot,
Can Norse Syn help you deny any cravings or potential relapses? Can Frigga's handmaiden Syn bar the door from having a relapse?