02/03/2026
February taught me a lot. For the last few months, I’ve felt really…stuck. Stagnant. Like I was moving through the motions but with no real connection to them.
February, however, began to really shift things. I started getting unbelievable clarity and making connections between all of the things I’ve been exploring over the last 5 years (gardening, astrology, tarot, liberation work). It’s as if a veil of exhaustion has been lifted long enough to see how so many of the dots actually create a straight line to one another.
I’ve also been so grateful to connect with people who feel like fated relationships. The “ah, there you are” sort of immediate bonds that feel like you’ve known each other forever.
All the things I’ve been calling in have been starting to come and has me excited about the personal growth 2026 continues to bring. Now, that is feeling strangely juxtaposed to the absolute s**tshow that is the current state of society and I honestly don’t really really know what to do with that.
What I do know is what I’m building with the work I’m doing feels like true rebellion and rebuking of the systems of power. The more I step into this work and the more people that hear the message/call of intentional gardening as a tool for libration, the more impact. The bigger the shift. And maaaaybe the needle starts to move even if just slightly.
Anyhoo, I’m grateful for February. Even the week I spent sick—while it sucked, it forced me to slow down and rest. Which ofc brought even more clarity because my most powerful downloads rarely come when I’m at my desk lol
March is about to be a wild ride but I’m grateful to now know what direction I’m heading 💚
Btw if you haven’t read “Are You Mad At Me” by I HIGHLY recommend it!!!! I’m very grateful to have started my year with this insight on my fawning tendencies 🙌🏾