Lipivore Lair by Kimmy B

25/11/2025

Entire books have been written to explain what this guy breaks down in 3 minutes flat:

The REAL healing isn’t about "managing" life or "coping" through life BETTER...
It's about RECLAIMING the parts of YOU that had to be ABANDONED to be loved...

Trauma is not simply the details of the event, it’s not about what a actually happened.. but instead, it’s what happened inside you in response to those even...

24/11/2025

Whew… friends, today started out ROUGH... 😫

After hardly any sleep in our little hotel room near the hospital, I woke up (again) nauseated, hurting, exhausted, and wobbling like a 100-year-old little granny...
💜with purple hair💜

🚗When we first parked at the hospital, I was miserable...

The complete paraesophageal hernia has been sitting on my lungs...
affecting my breathing…
and even my heart... causing palpitations... ..and more...😫

The many ongoing months of malnutrition...
malabsorption...
mechanical obstruction...
inflammation...
and micro-aspiration have me so very fatigued... 😞💔

Right now, only tiny bits of very soft or liquid nourishment will go in & stay in...

I can’t swallow pills at all. 🙅‍♀️

I move slowly, deliberately… like an old soul who has lived a hundred lifetimes...

🧠And the brain fog? My RBF was showing up hard this morning 😅🤣 but I tried to sprinkle in a little lightheartedness whenever I could smile through the pain...

🌟 The good news was managing to arrange those 2 iron infusions recently, and I think they’re beginning to help ever so *slightly... 📈
The full effects won’t show for a few more weeks... but I’ll take ANY upward movement. 🩶✨

😍Dr. Ace is confident & I trust him, due to innumerable synchronicities 🌌♾️✨️

We’re now waiting for the scheduling department to call me with the procedure date & pre-op instructions...

But with the Thanksgiving holiday this week, the hospital is running on a skeleton crew… so no set time frame, yet... ⏳🦃

🙏 For now, I’m feeling safe enough with the sucralfate suspension keeping the acid & bile out of my lungs, to go on home... instead of staying right beside the hospital.

So... Michael & I are heading back to WindHaven this afternoon, where I can rest in my own energy & my own comfy healing space... 🏡💤

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24/11/2025

Know anyone considering surgical weight loss mutilation? AKA "metabolic crippling"?

Today is Sabrina’s birthday… and I felt such a strong pull to honor her. Until I got the FB notification, I had forgotten it was her day... 🎂

I met her in a support group for post weight-loss surgery complications... We bonded instantly because we shared the same struggles. She understood things that so few on this Earth ever could... We would message, talk, compare symptoms, seek answers… and even across the distance, she became one of the brightest lights in my journey...

Even now, she still is. 💜

Reading this post again breaks my heart all over... Harley, I can’t imagine the depth of your loss that week... Losing Sabrina & your precious daughter so close together... there truly are no words big enough for that kind of pain. I am holding you gently in my heart tonight... 🕯️

At 8 AM tomorrow, I meet with an expert surgeon (the medical director) to discuss strategies for an extremely rare & complex operation to undo some of the same complications Sabrina struggled through... TO SAVE MY LIFE.
I believe so deeply that she is guiding me... nudging me... helping me & protecting me from the other side.✨️🦋🕯🧘‍♀️

On her birthday, I’m asking for her blessing…
for clarity in my surgeon’s mind,
for steady hands,
for safe reconstruction,
and for the chance to finish the healing she never got the opportunity to find while here.

Sabrina, my unicorn sister… 🦄
I love you. I miss you.
Thank you for lighting the path forward, for those of us still fighting... I carry you with me into this next chapter, love... 🕊️💜

Harley, sending you peace, comfort, and every ounce of love the universe can gather.🫂💓🌌♾️

Friends, please consider all risks of surgical & pharmaceutical methods.
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23/11/2025

Lately… Spirit has been whispering to me 💫

A message came through so clearly the other day that it stopped me in my tracks:

“We are given certain traits, gifts, and attributes to share with humanity.
When we obscure those, the world is poorer for it.”

And today, when I saw this attached FB "memory" image… it hit even deeper.

For so long, many of us tried to tone ourselves down... our magic, our weirdness, our intuition, our intensity, our creativity, our neuro-sparks… all the things that make us "US".
Not because they were "wrong"… but because someone once taught us they were “too much.” 💔

But here’s the truth I’m finally leaning into, loudly and unapologetically:

Your strangeness is sacred.
Your difference is divine...
Your gifts were assigned - not accidental.
And when you hide them, the world loses light. ✨

Every time we let ourselves shine as our whole, non-edited, beautifully bizarre selves… the right people appear.
The true ones.
The ones who recognize us by soul print, not social polish. 🖤🔥

I’m learning that the parts of me I USED TO suppress are EXACTLY the parts I was sent here to embody:
to teach, to model, to broadcast, to help others feel less alone.
And I’m DONE dimming that.
Done shrinking...
Done apologizing...

I was made this way on purpose.
And so were you. 🌿

To anyone who needs the reminder:
Let the world see your angles, your edges, your colors, your mystery, your fire, your softness, your WEIRD…
Because THAT is where your medicine lives. 🌈🔥

And there are people (maybe an entire soul-tribe) who will love you BECAUSE of it, not IN SPITE of it. 💛🤍🖤

Shine on, strange one. The world is RICHER when you do.
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~Kimmy Serenity

🕯 Always remember: Fat. Flame. Frequency. Shine fiercely, Keep it Lipivore™

23/11/2025

Y’ALL… send HELP (and maybe a tiny violin) 🎻🤣

So I went to a new-to-me esthetician today to get my stray hairs waxed… because, you know, self-care, feminine glow, goddess energy, all that good stuff 💆‍♀️✨

WELL.

Sis took some tender under my nose skin with her. 😭🔥💀
I walked out looking like I lost a fight with a cheese grater AND the cheese grater won.

Now I’ve got this cute little owie 👃🥺🔥 ~like a battle scar from the War on Peach Fuzz...

I told Michael I felt ugly and THIS MAN… my beloved, my Imzadi…

looked me dead in the eye and said:

“You’re not ugly… just slightly disfigured.”

SIR. 😳⚰️💀🤣🤣🤣

Not funny, Imzadi!
(Okay… maybe a tiny bit funny… but don’t tell him that 😒😂)

If anyone needs me, I’ll be over here icing my face, applying more triple antibiotic ointment, and reevaluating my life choices...

Oh, and Googling “how to grow new skin fast” 🧊🧴📱🤣

22/11/2025

Tender Update From the Underworld… and the Ascent That’s Coming 💕🌸

Yesterday… something shifted after the EGD.
It felt like ~ for the first time in 15 long months ~ I finally had permission to just get any food in my body that might nourish me… or at least keep me upright...

And with the help of this magical pink liquid 💗 (pictured), I no longer feel immense acidic agony.
The validation that my long struggle isn’t “all in my head” was… honestly?
A relief so big I have cried over and over... 😭😭

So yes… I ate a wild amount (for me) of sludge foods, liquid calories, and protein shakes full of things I normally wouldn’t touch in my usual ancestral world 🌿🔥🐄

But let me tell you something:

I have been an absolute BAD*SS at managing myself physically, mentally, emotionally, AND spiritually through this total sh*tshow medical crisis for over 15 months...

I did what I had to do to survive. I continue to... and survive I did... and am... ✨

💗 Safety First:
Michael & I made the call to stay near a trauma-level ER last night. Our main home is 20 minutes from the ER but 90 minutes from the hospital where my surgeon has privileges... With the possibility of me declining very rapidly, and needing to re-establish an airway, this is not a risk we’re willing to take right now...

Tonight & tomorrow, we’re staying even closer... right near the hospital I am receiving care from...
My surgical director wants me in his office at 8 AM Monday morning to discuss strategies.

This is urgent… but controlled.
Focused.
Strategic.
Everything is being aligned for the safest, cleanest, most precise plan for the extremely rare, multilayered, life-saving corrective procedure I need.

And I’m ready.
Emotionally… physically… spiritually...
The underworld wasn’t punishment.
It was preparation.

🕯💖 Thank You
To every one of you who has prayed, checked in, sent light, whispered encouragement, or held me quietly in your heart...
I feel you.
I need you.
I’m grateful for you.
Your love has kept me going when my body wouldn’t cooperate and my spirit was tired...

We’re almost there, my friends.
The rise is near...
I can feel it.
✨🌑🦋🔥✨

~Kimmy Serenity
🕯 Always remember: Fat. Flame. Frequency. Shine fiercely, Keep it Lipivore™






















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21/11/2025

FRIENDS, I NEED YOUR LIGHT TONIGHT 💜✨
(Please read ~ this one matters)

I can’t share many details right now… but tomorrow morning, I will be undergoing an emergency EGD at 9 AM so that my surgeon, (Divinely sent expert) "Dr. Ace", can map out an extremely rare AND complex, LIFE-SAVING operation that I will need ASAP.

I’ve walked a long, painful road with so many severe complications from my 20-year-old RNY…
a metabolically crippling mutilation that nearly stole everything from me:
my health... my food... my family... my strength... my sanity... my peace... even my life!
And now… finally… a path forward is opening!
A solution to my last 15 months of dire suffering IS here.
A way out...
A way through...
A way back to more normal ancestral life... ✨🕯💓
And it's through specialized Western catastrophic care, who will FIX what they BROKE.

Because of my malignant hyperthermia status, I am usually taken first (so they don't have to clear the machine, change filters, and medications... It’s a whole intricate dance of safety and precision.) So, my 9 AM will surely get moved up earlier, once I arrive at 7:30. Yes… I’m feeling allll the emotions. I’m nervous... but there's also grief, relief, anticipation, vulnerability, and hope...

But most of all…
✨🖤 I feel excited 🖤✨
Excitement that the darkest night of this chapter may finally be closing.
Excitement that I KNOW I’m being guided...
Excitement that the right surgeon, at the right time, is stepping into place EXACTLY when I needed him.

🕯 Friends, I ask for something simple and sacred:
Please send CLARITY, PRECISION, and Divine guidance into the hands, eyes, and mind of my brilliant Dr. Ace:
this man who walked into my story (a patient untrusting of white coats due to significant medical trauma) exactly when Heaven aligned the timing... and softened my heart towards the "lamestream" community, along the way... He discovered what many have missed - for over a year... and spoke to my soul in his office... he SAW me.

Please send:
✨ Light
✨ Encouragement
✨ Prayers
✨ Candles lit
✨ Rituals
✨ Whatever your heart naturally offers

Just wrap me in your love & intention tonight, tomorrow morning, and in the coming challenging days... as I walk into this next step. I feel your presence. I always do. 💜

I love you all so much.
Thank you for standing with me in this threshold moment... where slight fear & immense faith mingle... and where the dawn is beginning to crack open through the dark.

🕯💜✨
Kimmy B ~ The Luminous Lipivore
Always Remember:
Fat. Flame. Frequency.
Shine fiercely. Keep it Lipivore™