09/09/2025
Behind the Teaching: The Meditation Fail That Taught Me Everything.
Picture this, 4 AM group meditation. 200 people in perfect silence. And then... I fell asleep. Not quietly. Full snoring. For 20 minutes. When the bell rang, I woke to 200 faces looking at me with mixtures of amusement and secondhand embarrassment. I wanted to disappear. Leave the ashram. Give up. My teacher's response changed everything: 'Even sleeping with intention is practice. You showed up at 4 AM. That's more than most ever do. Tomorrow, you'll probably stay awake.' He was right. But more importantly, he taught me that spiritual practice isn't about perfection. It's about persistence with compassion for our humanity. Now when students share their 'failures,' I remember my snoring symphony and remind them: Every 'failure' is just practice wearing a disguise.
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