12/09/2024
September update:
Since making our move last month, I’ve had a strong pull to unplug. To just hang out in the shadows, off the radar, not staying up to date on much and only going into the city a couple times a week.
I can’t explain it, except that I think moving out of the literal ‘buzzing’ of the city has allowed my system to reset. My nervous system is finally coming down from the high the city creates. That combined with no longer feeling on edge or like I need to shield my children from the regular drug use we would observe just driving down 33rd street. It’s like I can breathe a little deeper, and think a little clearer.
I’ve realized this is all I want. The slowness of our everyday life. Making this home ours, planting and caring for our trees, learning and reading books with my littles, walking to the post office and grocery store while and not worrying about my children, and best of all- the silence.
The things I thought I wanted, included coaching remotely and postpartum care, I’m realizing now is not the time. It is not the time for my business to grow and it not the time to start new passion projects, at least not consistently.
So my coaching business is taking a pause, and I will only be working with clients on an individual basis, including lab testing, German New Medicine, detox groups and postpartum care. I will continue to offer workshops sporadically, to provide one on on care occasionally, and I will start selling a couple natural health items on my website and social media. (tinctures, infused oils, etc). I will not open my calendar online, and I will not be doing in person sessions.
This is the season of life I am in, and I am accepting that if I do not need to do it all, I would rather prioritize my children and my home. I feel so happy that this is an option for me, that I can embrace the slowness, and that helped me to reach this conclusion (check out her breathwork!). I am still here if you want to chat, in the Instagram shadows