22/10/2025
LIFE, MAN. What a wild ride.
Life is beautiful, unique, and... painful, isn’t it? I fully admit I have no idea what I’m doing even now, and I’m not going to lie about it lol. None of us really do.
“Healing” is one of the craziest journeys out there. It’s not a cut and dry process.. and it SUUUUCKS, honestly. It usually doesn't even feel like healing it just hurts - it's hard and painful.
Growth is often random and can feel the same way. Growing up means facing the loss of old dreams, the breaking of illusions, and realizing most of life may very likely continue to be incredibly painful. You know what? It is what it is. There are so many moments of beauty, too. Sometimes it's easy to forget that.
Right now, I’m standing at the edge of a big life transition, one that will be both painful AND beautiful. And this woman you see here is going to be different at a soul level.
I've honestly felt strangled for so long, you know? You see your version of Kelly here smiling, and perceive that how you will. I smiled with what joy I had in my heart. But when I look at her all I can see is the pain she's buried.
I am so proud of her.
And I can’t wait to see what this next chapter brings - what this new life will hold for her.
Sometimes, you have to burn down everything you thought you knew - about yourself, about life, about the way the world works. You have to break rules, redefine values, let go of unhealthy patterns that keep you small, and remove yourself from toxic family systems that ruin your self esteem. YUP.
Because here’s the truth:
You can choose to become the next version of yourself, WITHOUT shaming the old one.
Integrate. Reassess. Explore. PLAY.
And if you need to run away for a while? Run.
Just don’t throw the whole old self away. Accept her. Integrate her. Love her. (Easier said than done, I know.)
There is nothing wrong with you.
You are perfect the way God made you.
You are deeply loved - even when it doesn’t feel like it.
And if life feels too heavy, maybe that’s just a sign that something needs to go. Try to figure out what it is and let it loose. Burn it with fire. Cut people out. Take care of YOU, boo.
🩷 Ciao.