26/09/2025
I made this video in 2023. I was and still am, using this body as a portal and an instrument 🥰
I was 60 lbs heavier in this video. I feel like most people would cringe and be in absolute disgust watching videos of their heavier self, but all I can think about watching this video as it popped up in my memories this morning, was how good and s*xy I FELT. I was so so in my body when I took this. I remember being so tapped into my body at this time, and even though I wanted a smaller body, I remember this was the beginning of me actually feeling GOOD in my skin. My faith and connection to the Earth and my womanhood was really beginning to be so on point. I was deep in my embodiment practices - little did I know it would become EVERYTHING to me.
2 years later-- and as my body changes and ages, I pray I continue to fall more in love and in alignment every day. Living breathing embodiment- when you really pull back your layers and live in your body, your life starts to feel different in EVERY area. I am living proof.
Big body, smaller body - I've been many different numbers on the scale and Im sure that number will always change through the rest of my life. It is part of my journey and I am buckled in and ready to ride.
You can love your body and still want it to change. You can be neutral when it comes to bodies- that's also an option. Im still ALWAYS GOING TO DANCE. I always have and I always will. This body is a place for prayer, for passion, for dance, for babies, for grief, for God, for release, for love.
And remember, the shape of your body is the least interesting thing about you, but at the same time, if you want to decorate your body and show it off, DO ITTTTTTT!!!!!! My God, do it. Its YOURS and we all get to choose how we express love to our bodies.
Do something nice for your body today ❤️
