05/01/2026
The last 3 months I felt like a failure because one of my projects didn’t go as planned
I froze. I felt really sad and uncertain
I couldn’t see what to do next that would feel good
I got lost in the ‘what isnt working’ and forgot to celebrate how much I learnt in my ‘failure’
Until… I put myself in the fire again
Because I was feeling pretty lost
So I knew I had no choice
And I was right
The fire woke me up
I saw what I needed to see and felt what I needed to feel
It was painful and so liberating
I grieved, I cried, I released
I allowed myself to be seen and held in my mess and ’neediness’
Always the best medicine for me
In the ‘being seen and held’ I dropped the needing to know what to do
Something relaxed in me
I opened. I stayed open
And clarity came, gently
Like the fresh air coming through in the morning
Filling up my lungs with hope
And courage
To trust myself and divine timing
And suddenly, I knew what to do
And the next steps to focus on
I feel alive again
I feel inspired
I’m back
I was reminded
Nothing does it like relational healing
Because there’s no freacking way relational wounds can be healed alone
Isolation is never the answer
To heal, we need each other
No matter how much work you do alone, it will only be completed in the presence of others