27/11/2022
I have been so so nervous to post this and have been putting this off for a while as after my op, I wanted my weight to balance out... well it's been 8 weeks and my weight has started to balance and it's safe to say, this is my current weight.... after being told I had to lose 53kg's as I was obese, I never saw it as practical. I never thought I could do it. In the beginning, the weight was dropping. During covid and being at home with no job, I was stressed as mad. My weight fluctuated quite a bit. I eventually got into a routine again and was slowly losing again. Then my op happened. After that my whole digestion and body has changed and my current eating plan is actually what keeps me going and not to battle with food at all. Everyday I'm learning now what makes my body happy and what doesn't. It's not easy but I have learnt to appreciate food and that balance as well as nutrition.
Yes, it's not roses as I have body dysmorhia and stretch marks from the damage I did to my body but my confidence is back and I am much more happier in life. I respect my body now and appreciate her.
Here is to a whole 41KG loss!!!!!!! The journey is not over yet but I can see the finish line!!!!!
*** the first picture is my weigh in T-shirt even I started weightless and that was my tight weigh in T- shirt😀
