16/12/2025
Many of you know that I have started this path for many years guided by my teacher which now I work with together Astrea
Long before retreats became popular people used to walk through the rice paddies of Ubud to reach her there was no road only rice fields
To receive her activations you would walk about 20 minutes through the rice fields in the mud until reaching Temple of Heaven her beautiful space with her sacred geometry into the floor
She never advertised never posted and never chased students.
Everything was offered by donation from her heart. People came to receive feeling called….not because something was marketed to them only to lay down and receive.
I feel blessed to have lived those beautiful years and receiving her sacred mystery school teachings
But now as many new souls are beginning their path, I’m witnessing something different.
There is competition.
There is comparison.
There is spiritual ego wanting to look better or “more awakened.”
Even personally,I have felt this energy and could not understand why. Why would someone on the path of light compete, compare, or withhold support? Where did this ego come from in a space meant for purity and service?
And this is not only in spirituality we see it everywhere.
In workplaces where colleagues compete instead of celebrating each other’s growth.
Among friends who feel uncomfortable when someone rises or succeeds.
So I asked myself:
How do we stay pure?
How do we walk this path without falling into spiritual ego?
How do we develop our gifts without needing recognition?
Because I did not want to judge I wanted to understand.
I wanted to know how to help, how to guide, and how to stay away from these energies while keeping my heart open.
So I asked Astrea directly:
Why is there so much competition on the spiritual path, and how do we stay pure and free from ego while developing our spiritual gifts?
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