30/03/2026
I am working through my spring/Maiden and currently the mirror maiden: Sister wound. So I have sat with the parts of my self that have hurt others, that judge(d), that envy maybe even bullied and I have sat with the parts that have been hurt, have been belittled, made fun of etc… ANY woman has experienced it so there is nothing to feel guilty or ashamed about - we are raised to compare, to believe there is not enough space / not enough to share, afraid someone else’s light will take ours.
Yesterday after the storm hit and had settled abit ^^ I held a sister wound ceremony with the feminine lineage of my family to clear and cleanse my self from all the things that are not mine to carry. The gorg woman in my family have a huuuuuuge deficiency in self confidence, self love, empowerment really. I saw it in my mum, her insecurities and the discomfort of living in a dis-eased body. I see it in my grandma not wanting to be in any pictures because she “looks horrible”. I see it in others pleasing everyone else but the self. And I sat with all of them and I felt it all. I felt the grief, the pain, the self pity and sorrow.
The sister wound… I didn’t even notice at first how everything that is currently presenting itself is tied to this wound. How subtle the hurt feminine creeps in, belittling, hurting, judging. I am so grateful for all the work I have done on my self and taking accountability so I don’t make my self small & hide my truth in fear of being shamed for my truth. I remember times where this really hurt me, made me insecure, afraid to show up and speak my truth.
There is SO much gold in the darkness but until we face our shadows - our hurt inner young one that judges that wants to belittle and is afraid others will steal her light; until then nothing will change. And the thing is - the cages we live in are the ones we build our selves.
