
01/08/2024
At first I must confess I was upset when I’ve found out during pregnancy I had a boy (and with these feelings “mama guilt” and shame hit me- hello 👋 )
Can you relate?
and now…
I feel so happy, so blessed, so in love 🥰I’ve never imagined it would be that magical having a baby boy! 🩵👶
The way he looks at me, right at my eyes, is pure love.So unconditional, and so deep like if he could see my soul through my eyes.
🌪But along with this love (sometimes even overwhelming) comes deep vulnerability, and fear. The fear of loosing him, of seeing him suffer or hurt, of not being the mom he needs, of making irreparable mistakes, is ever-present.
🌈Yet, it’s in these moments of vulnerability where I find myself sinking deeper into my heart to find my strength, my peace, and my purpose. I see these moments of vulnerability and fear as an opportunity to learn, heal, and evolve.
Every time he looks, smiles, cries, or rest at me, I’m reminded of the incredible gift of motherhood, how healing it can be, and the profound positive impact of this little soul in my life. 🥹
👇🏽Tell me fellow mama of a boy, how is it for you?
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