25/02/2025
๐Today I'm choosing to share ๐ซ with you a very small portion of a chapter from my ๐ book that's coming out soon:
โจ๐ช๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก๐ ๐ ๐: ๐ ๐๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฉ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ, ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ.๐ชโจ
โก๏ธThis small exert is from my chapter titled: ๐ ๐๐ข๐ก๐๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ฉ๐: ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐ฆ.โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ช๐ฒ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ
What lies beneath hate?
๐ญ Is it fear? ๐จ Fear that I was a threat?
๐ญ Is it jealousy? ๐ A reflection of something they saw in me but could not see in themselves?
๐ญ Is it insecurity? ๐ A wound they carried but placed upon me as if I had caused it?
๐จ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ ๐ป๐ถ๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ. It is fed by something deeper.
๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐น๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ ๐บ๐ฒ;
๐ then why did I carry it as if it was mine?
๐ Why did I let it shape me?
๐ฃ Why did I let it shrink me?
๐ก ๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐, ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ. ๐ญ
๐ That if someone hated me, it must mean I was unworthy of love.
โก ๐๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ.
โ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐บ๐ฒ. ๐๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฑ. โ
๐ซ So today, I place it down.
โ๏ธ I return it to where it belongs.
๐ I no longer hold the weight of someone elseโs wounds.
๐ฟ ๐๐ป๐๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ, ๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ.
โค๏ธ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐บ๐๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ.
๐คฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป ๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐น๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ป.
๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ผ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ๐.
Because hate is heavy. ๐
And I was never meant to carry it. ๐๏ธ
โจ ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฑ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ, ๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ผ๐บ..ยฉ๐๐
Choose yourself. Give yourself freedom. Free your heart. Feel the heavyness leave your body. You are beautiful. You are worthy. You are enough. Be free little butterfly. Spread your wings and fly. Because out of that Cocoon your wings spread far and wide. Feel the lightness. ยฉ
๐ช๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ฉท๐๐ฒ,
Jennifer Dawn ๐โค๏ธโจ๐ซถ
โจ Drop a โค๏ธ if you're releasing the weight of hate and stepping into love today. โจ