13/12/2023
Our outer lives are a reflection of our inner beliefs.
And our inner availability.
Meaning, if you have a life which is so full to the point of being chaotic and stressful, it’s because you created it to be that way.
You likely created it to be that way as a means of protecting yourself.
The less available you are for intimacy, the less you can be hurt.
If you build up a life so full of work and social activities that there is no room for your lover, it’s true, you “don’t have time.”
And most everyone around you is going to agree with you.
Except me.
The blocks in you show up as the blocks in your reality.
If you have distance, stress, chaos in your life, it’s because you created it.
Even unconsciously.
The beautiful thing about this is that knowing you created it, you can recreate it.
All the power lies in your hands, heart and genitals.
But you have to own it first.
You have to acknowledge that you erected these obstructions and now you want to take them down.
It might take some time.
Or there might be a cliff you need to jump off right now in front of you to solidify your commitment to a new life.
Let me make it very, very clear:
All of the outer blocks originated within you.
Somewhere, sometime, with your thoughts and beliefs.
So use your weapons of mass creation.
And build a new reality.
Oh, and one more thing.
The absolute, very best creative tool you have at your disposal is your intimate relationship.
This is your secret weapon.
I realize it’s a bit of a Catch 22:
You have to be already connected to use this power.
Even if you can get a small amount of headway, you’ll find that your relationship becomes your power source.
Your fuelling station.
You have to trust and believe.
Because when you harness this, you have all the creative power of the universe at your disposal.
~Kim Anami
