06/04/2026
From first feed to the day after the last šš¤
48 hours since my youngestās last breastfeed.
723 days of nourishment, comfort, regulation, snuggles, and connection.
His first feed, he latched himself with a breast crawl only 15 minutes after birth. I looked down and there he was, drinking away! And Iām so proud when I see how big heās grown with āboobie.ā
But, my breastfeeding relationship with River was the toughest of my three. From start to finish, we had ups and downs in our journey and I wanted to quit more times than Iād care to admit. There were lots of tears and struggles especially at the beginning and again towards the end. I kept going because the attachment was too strong, and while there were challenges, it was just too hard to stop emotionally for us both.
Over the last few months, we worked together in understanding that it was time to close this part of our relationship.
No big final moment. No ceremony. Justā¦the end of something that quietly shaped us both.
No one really prepares you for these experiences in parenting- the huge, momentous firsts, and the quiet, emotional lasts.
But they are memories we hold forever š¤
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