31/03/2026
Before I started connection to spirit I used to think spirit would come through so strong.
Like full body, standing in front of me, having a conversation.
I think that came from movies, and from not really believing in it at first… but having this expectation that if it was real, it HAD to be big.
But when it actually started… it wasn’t like that at all.
It was more like a whisper or a blurry image, almost like tunnel vision. And honestly, that made it hard to trust.
Those first few years felt like a bit of a battle.
Between what I was sensing… and what I thought it was supposed to look like.
You really do have to go against the inner expectations you create in a way..
You have to sit there, feeling something you can’t fully explain, while people around you are probably looking at you like you’ve got two heads.
But still choose to trust yourself.
Because if you listen to everyone else in the room,
you lose that connection with yourself… and with spirit.
I used to hold back so much in readings.
I’d get something, then question it, then say nothing.
And then at the end, my sitter would mention it…
and I’d instantly think
“fk… I had that.” 🤦🏼♀️
Every time.
Not because I was wrong, but because I didn’t trust it enough to say it.
Even now, I still have moments where I have to pull myself back and go
“nope, you’ve got this Tasha.”
Because I’m human I still need to pep talk myself, you should see me before a session I’m like rocky before a fight 😆 🥊
Now, spirit can be pretty strong for me sometimes. But it still depends, the more you trust it, the less you miss.
