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Amethyst Dreaming
Amethyst Dreaming Started out as a Chat room I had made in 2015 on kik Messenger to connect, Chat, Learn and network with other Psychic Teenagers who had extra sensory abilities that they did not understand or know how to operate them. Back in 2015 i Knew i wanted to make Amethyst Dreaming not only my Logo but what i would call my dream business in the future, I knew i wanted to graduate and obtain my degree in psychology and youthwork/community services first so i could open my own practice or healing space. Back then it was only just dreams, but i had no idea i would be where i am today with just the way i have progressed not only as a psychic but with Amethyst Dreaming. I had always been low key about my abilities as i feared i would be judged or called crazy like my late mother who had these abilities, not only my mother but alot of the Aboriginal side of my biological family had the ability to connect but through inter-generational trauma, self medication, addiction and lack of knowledge of what it was they were experiencing. I had always felt different all through my life, always felt out of place like I just saw and experienced the world differently to others. I spent majority of my life in and out of foster homes not knowing where I belonged and who I could trust, but because of that i learnt how to navigate myself through instinct and reading people.
Once I hit my teen years with my hormonal shifts I began to feel things a whole lot more but kept things to myself as I thought the things I was experiencing where something to be ashamed of or that I was just basically insane. Because I held on to so much grief and trauma throughout my childhood with not much time to stabilise, breathe and heal properly I developed Complex PTSD, Anxiety & Depression. I was almost always in a state of hyper vigilance, my awareness seem as though it was inhuman at times, every person I would meet I would get an energetic download of their emotional energy and I would receive it as feelings and then experience visions. I was always told off as a child for zoning out and “daydreaming” in school or in situations where I felt bored or overwhelmed with, little did i know that the imagery within my day dream was actually energetic downloads of the people around me.
I always knew i was somewhat perceptive and i found that i was naturally good at giving advice to people, Even as a teenager despite my trauma and grief i was always the care taker of the other kids in residential homes always spoke up and advocated if i found something was unfair. All through my life i was not afraid to take on the school bullies who where picking on the disabled kids. I found that the amount of empathy i had radiating inside me was so overwhelming that i could cry at the drop of a hat. Just feeling others emotions so deeply, i could literally see the thing that upset them within my mind but at the time i never knew or thought to far into it by then i was used to my “over active imagination” and never thought to actually speak up about the things i saw, i just knew what to say and how to respond to resolve and mediate situations. It wasnt until i was 16 until my life got turned upside down and it was the day i met my Biological mother at her funeral, I was suppose to be meeting her in person but i just did not know what to say in response to her letter. Funnily enough i had seen her in public 2 times before her passing and little did i know they were signs that the universe was trying to tell me something! - My mother actually passed away 3 days before i even heard the news. I may not of been told physically but she came to me every night for those 3 nights, i just didnt know it was her waking me up at 3am. So despite my lack of response and heavy regret of not responding to her letter, i made damn sure i stood up at that podium and gave her,her response not in letter form but with directly from me. My mothers death was what blew me right open but i was not ready to deal with that responsibility and let alone how narrow my belief system was back then, i had always been very intrigued by the supernatural but was told ti.
Because i didn't know what it was i was experiencing i made a lot of effort to try and block it all out with anything i could get instant gratification from, basically if it was a good time or something that had me laughing, making others laugh or just having a good time in general. when i thought i had control of my life and thought i had my life sorted at 21 i fell pregnant to a guy who later on turned out to be abusive, as a result of my stress levels of that relationship i gave birth to my first born son Bentley via emergency c section, i had no choice i was told if i had not of came in when i did i would of died, so it was my life or his. He was born severely premature, despite how tiny he was mighty strong and stayed alive for 1 whole month. That 1 month changed my life forever, i did not know i could experience a love that profound. I held my son for the first time as he took his last breath. I think i howled like a wolf throughout that hospital. That pain was the Dagger that Woke me up, that was the day i accepted this other world i tried so hard to ignore! That was the day i was reborn. i still wasn't as invested in My psychic work as i am now but it slowly grew on me. I was to busy focusing on my studies, No matter what pain i went through and how weak and depleted i felt i was always working to serve others. I started out as an assistant nurse in Aged care working with high needs, Dementia and even Palliative care. As rewarding as that role was it was so emotionally taxing for me so I branched off into Disability and Mental Health support Facilitating and caring for up to 6 adults living in residential care. I am still in the process of finishing my advanced diploma in Transpersonal Art Therapy and wholeisitic healing but Life has gone in another direction for me and i am now the proud parent of 2 beautiful babies who are the start to the next chapter in my life!
