30/12/2025
PART 2 Eventually, I felt the call to move inside. I had laid out the Ascended Masters cards, and again and again, one presence rose above the rest — Kali.
With each surge, I closed my eyes and felt her with me — fierce, wild, loving. The great destroyer of what no longer serves. Kali stood beside me, helping me surrender everything that needed to fall away so I could birth Ula.
It felt as though Kali and Ula were working together — clearing the pathway, dissolving old patterns, healing and transforming the sacred feminine lineage. This birth was not only about bringing a baby into the world, but about changing something ancient, moving forward differently. Ula came as a way-shower.
When doubt briefly flickered, I recognised it as transition. I knew it was time to enter the pool.
In the water, everything intensified — physically, energetically, spiritually. The surges grew powerful and primal. Sound has always been one of my greatest tools, and birthing Ula was loud, raw, embodied. With each bearing down, Kali’s energy rose like a dark tornado, clearing all that no longer belonged. Just before each release, there was a lightning crack bright and electric,followed by deep peace & stillness.
Again and again, Ula drew herself down. Again and again, darkness lifted and light broke through.
During one surge, I lifted my left leg and her head emerged. She was born en caul, wrapped in her own love bubble, protected and held.
Because her head came above the water, I stepped out of the pool. Beside it, with one final surge, she kicked free — the waters bursting and Tud caught her, with Chilli by his side, passing her straight into my arms.
A wave of joy and love washed over me.
We did it.
She was here.
Ula Rose Nanda Tuddenham — jewel of the sea, rose of the deep, our sunshine. Her energy was instantly ancient, calm, divine.
We moved into the breast crawl, the sacred latch. Chilli witnessed it all — swimming beside me, later cutting Ula’s cord. I feel in my bones that witnessing her sacred arrival anchored a profound bond between them. It was a ceremony. it was a remembrance. it was transfomation. I hope this inspires you to trust birth, your body, and your power ! XO
