01/02/2021
Slowly I am beginning to adjust my practice and lifestyle to suit my changing body.
I haven't kept up a strong practice as I had to reserve all my energy for my classes in my first trimester. Before, between and after classes I tended to crash with exhaustion. While I knew this was necessary, I still had to fight guilt in my head over not practicing.
I also had to throw away any ideas about how I was going to eat while pregnant... I thought I would try to do alllll the healthy things. Well that didn't work as my body had a very different instinct - it did NOT want salads. Just looking at leafy greens made me feel ill. It didn't want oil on any veg. It wanted straight up high energy carb/protein heavy foods. Give me a plain oven baked potato and I'd eat it like an apple π
I kept a whole stack of them in the fridge
My energy is now back to normal and I feel really fantastic. I can eat salads π₯with feeling repulsed by the ingredients and Im ready to bring more strength πͺinto my practice. I'm sleeping a lot - quite easily sometimes getting 9-10 hours a night π΄ but apparently I might not sleep for the next 9-10 years so I'll lap it up while I can!
It's a time of adjustment and surrender to what is rather than what I feel (or others feel) it "should" be.
A huge thank you to those who have been so supportive in this time of adjustment. My places of work/coworkers have been just amazing. Family and friends have allowed me to be a bit consumed about what is happening. Soon-to-be mothers and new mothers have been unbelievably helpful, even donating some seriously amazing baby items β€οΈ Liam and I are beyond grateful and lucky x