16/09/2025
As I practiced my Mantra & Pranayama this morning & sat in Meditation for a while. I realized how much my "Yoga" practice has changed, morphed, transformed over the years. I could never sit. My mind would drive me crazy. Now its part of my day like brushing my teeth. I don't want to live without it. 25 years of practice.
Then I find this post from my memories from 2016:
" As I laid in Savasana this morning after an amazing class at yoga a wave of emotion overcame me, tears started leaking out of my closed eyes - not of sadness but of gratitude. Through all the trials, tribulations, happiness & laughter of the last few years through all of this even at my lowest I thanked myself for beginning yoga those 14 years ago. It has been my constant - the part of me that connects to my spirit soul & brings healing & balance in the constant fluctuations that can overwhelm in this physical life.
I also reflected that I wanted to thank all my family & friends for helping with what has been one of the biggest challenges in my life.
Things are changing as they always will.
From the hurt angry little girl - I can dig down & be the loving compassionate woman that I am today. "
Still I am evolving & changing & healing. Its a constant. If you stop you stagnate. I am not only healing myself, but my entire family, my lineage & all those that I come into contact with. It radiates out like the ripples on water.
Yoga is the ultimate connection. Connection to self, others & the cosmos. I remember when I was so disconnected I wanted to die.
Now I want to FLY!